today’s entry will be a tribute to my boyfriend of 3 years plus..my pillar of strength for the past few years..I’m glad we managed to end it on a gd note..it was as if he has managed to put down a huge load and I was able to confront my greatest fear and do the right thing..we have gone through many obstacles and shared many happy moments..of course there were sad moments as well..

many friends have expressed surprise at how long we managed to stay together..well..I tink it’s because we both think of others more than ourselves..but in this relationship..I tink I was the more selfish one..I often thought of myself because this is the only relationship where I could stop thinking of others..to those who asked me how we managed to be a couple for so long..I can now tell u how..it’s because he didn’t want to hurt me by ending it while I tried to be as complying as possible..

thought that we would be together for the rest of our lives..but this is a fine example of how u cannot foretell the future..what went wrong was that our relationship has fizzled out..there was no more feelings left in it..but it’s still heartbreaking to be without you..

to puaysian: thank you for going through the past 3 years with me..for “ren-ing” me even though I’m one stubborn pig..u’ve been a really gd friend and confidant to me..my bestest friend ever..I truly hope that all the memories you will have of us are happy ones..forget all the unhappy ones kay? I’ll miss holding ur hand and just leaning against you and talking my heart out..but we’re both happy now. even though our relationship has ended..I’ve earned a great friend..u’ve really grown through these past years and I wish you all the best in your future..and there will be a place in my heart for you always..goodbye sweetie and harloe my friend..