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Thursday, June 30, 2005
 isn't this so damn kewl!?! there will always come a day to say goodbye..
just a few momets ago, Gary asked me what's the countdown status to my last day..it's officially four days to my last day..i'm quite sad...bleah..sure miss them one..these people made me feel that i fit in straight away and made me forget my misery for awhile..brightened up my day with their antics and always gave me food..this will be my tribute to them..thanking them for accepting me as one of them.. Ai Choo - so glad that we both like doing our jewellery..finally found someone with the same interest as me in the office..thnks for all your tips and where to get the supplies..i like talking to you because you are so cheerful! Alan - you are the nicest man in the entire office..know you are a good husband and father..all guys should be a little like you..decided to buy the same digital cam as you in the end! Daryl - don't really know how to describe you because everytime you talk to me..it's to ask me to do work for you..whaha..but can see that you are quite a funny guy who jokes around with your pals in the office..an Ah Beng father.. David - a guy who walks around acting macho..but it's so cute to see that..haa..know that you always jam the photocopier one..have no idea what's with you and that machine..thanks for dropping by my place to chat sometimes..but i sometimes don't understand you lae..know i turn down your dinner dates but you were joking bout those candle light dinners too right? thanks for making me feel pretty everytime you call me mei nu..will remember your fingernails! Denis - another person i don't talk to much too..but you seem like a gentle guy who never fails to say hi to me..quite shuai too.... Desmond - very cute guy who always whispers to me 'today got skirt to see' whenever i wear skirts..and 'today no skirt to see' whenever i wear my jeans. but a guy who is proud of and loves his family alot (can see from your computer screensaver)..thanks for helping me to take the letters from the letter box sometimes..and for making me laugh whenever you leave the office.. Doris - really tall woman..a very frank person too..not afraid to speak up against her in-charge to defend her colleague..i respect this kind of people alot.. Gary - one of my gd friends..we bonded alot through talking about blogs..know you support xiaxue alot..must support me too lae..leave a msg on my tagboard when you visit alright? know you as a guy who's very hip for your age..not that i'm saying that you are old..because you are not! always tell me he goes zouk one..i'll look for you there if i ever dare step back into that place..thanks for always dropping by to chat with me bout xiaxue or pinkshoe..it was really really fun for me! you will be the only one who knows my blog address in the office..it's between us only kay? because no one else is hip enough to know bout blogs except both of us right? Grace - treats me very well..my motherly figure in the office..always there to help me when i have a problem and always filling my stomach..you ask whether i will miss you people once i leave the office..of course i will! feel like crying now that i think bout leaving you people..will miss you of course and i want to leave you with a huge THANK YOU! thank you also for helping me to answer calls that thurs and enabling me to go to the mango sale..hee..you are the best! Jack - managing director of my office..really impressed that you have got to where you are now..with loads of money..many companies and a happy family with four children with really unique names! faith, earth, truth and worth i think..i wouldn't want to be called earth though... Janet - she's the person who signs my timesheets! thnks for being so lenient! you always come to my place to chat with me as you type stuff..very fun to hang out with you because you are easy to get along with and you always tell me such hilarious stuff..will miss your laughter! wanna be like you nxt time..because you say u don't quarrel with your husband except for stuff regarding your kid..also relate to you alot because you are the first mother who tell me you hate to do housework! Jayne - don't think i'll leave with a gd impression of you because you always get me to do lots of things that's supposed to be your job..but i love your shoes! fashionable woman.... Jeanie - you joined the office after me but i still like you even though i spend considerably less time with you compared to others..like your sense of humour..thnks for always feeding me though..know you just gave birth to a cute little daughter whose name was almost like mine..but you don't look like you just gave birth at all!! sexy momma! John - have a character that is quite amusing..repeats stuff over and over again..but a friendly guy though.. Katherine - would like to talk to you more as you were the youngest after me..but no chance though..always giving me a morning smile..i'm envious of your complexion! Kelvin - a guy who looks very serious and brooding on first impressions but is actually not at all..a nice guy too..always asking me stuff just to get to know me..really nice.. Kenny - thanks for your books! though i think it's rather scary on how we can't eat almost everything..your book also says i can't eat almost everything that i like!! but thnks for sharing the info on food with me..it's amazing how much weight you lost..i saw your picture last time..on nani's table! oh yar..thnks for the roti-boy and tip-top curry puffs too..yummy! Ah Lee (you are under alphabet L) - a very good friend who always makes me laugh..very generous with your 'i love you's too with everyone..er xin! funniest moment was when lionel asked me to call you and ask where you are and you replied, 'in your heart'..pui! but it made me laugh for some time..don't eat so much sweets le..bad for your teeth and weight..and go make up with your girlfriend..don't be sturbborn.. Lionel - newest guy in our office..personally i find you quite creepy..but it's good getting to know you before i leave.. Murugan - one of my hao peng you also..had fun sniggling with you about john..some people just like to repeat stuff one..we must not blame them..only can laugh at them! hee..enjoy our daily chats whenever you come my place to photocopy stuff..thanks for your interesting story on the indian bride and groom..but i don't look at people like that okay?! take care and don't get so much headaches le kay? Nani - a big THANK YOU to you because you are the one who played a huge role in making me feel right at home here..introduced me to everyone properly..found me people to bring me to lunch on my first day..taught me to handle everything really well and didn't complain at all when i asked her for help during her maternity leave..also a really straightforward person with no pretend-ness that makes me feel really comfortable.. Nick - my direct in-charge..was really scared of him at first..because he's really tall and has this wudi loud voice..but as time passed..his actions make me laugh alot..secretly lar! his actions a bit like that donald trump guy..but can see that he loves his family too.. Patricia - a person who really knows how to get her way in the end..dunnoe why u are so mean but i just can't get angry with you because in my head you were born like that..whatever..think i'm sprouting nonsense...really pretty woman though.. Poh Yuan - left the company without any notice..most memorable moment was when my pie got burned in that stupid oven..scare me noe..when i saw you and serene peering at my pie with shock..i looked in and saw the top of my pie with a flame and then you opened the oven door an puffed out the flame! really nice to me..dunno why there's a distance between you and the company people.. Ah Pow - didn't talk much to you..but you seem like a nice and frank person..haa..very funny too.. Ryan - thinking back...didn't talk to you much except that time on the bus when we were both heading to town..seemed like a really shy guy to me but i'm not really sure..maybe you're not! think i saw you with a girl on the escalator at city hall..*winkz* Sandrina - a really confident person..always gets teased on not being dressed up..but i think that's you! so you should remain that way..noticed that you wear lipstick too mar... Serene - always took the bus back with you until you left after i've just known you for one month..haa..remembered your very big pretty eyes! since we live so near to each other..hope we'll bump to each other some day..oh yar..nice legs too..whaha.. Sutopo - really hilarious guy who loves riding a bike..still remembered that you were able to explain the meaning of 'anal'..haa..not everyone can do that so perfectly..left after i known you for a short time too.. Thena - really pretty lady who 'preserve' herself so so well...was air stewardess somemore woa..she's one of the nicer ladies in the office who always come to my place to chat with me..and she's very rich! all the branded clothes..but it's really good that she's so open with me..always telling me about her relationship stuff..wanted to introduce her newphews to me too when i told her bout mine..but think i'll pass..might sound like a loser but not ready to move on yet.. well..that's it.....erm..no..hang on.. how could i forget to mention the gou gou..doggy! you hum sup dog! ever since that time i've been avoiding you..take care kay? hope you will always stay full and not hungry..my heart hurts whenever i see you chase after me for food when i don't have any..on my last day..i buy dog biscuits for you kay? saw that wound on your body too..aiyo..what did u do? don't anyhow run le..bye doggy..... after today..that would be officially two more days left le...bye people.... Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Today is a much better day..although it's pouring now..think a few of my colleagues just realised that i'm leaving very soon..*whispers* think they have purposely came to talk to me..and it's a really gd feeling having people surrounding you most of the time..i love my company!! today is such a 180 degrees turn from ydae..sort of feeling happier now that i have sort out my feelings..also because now i realised that i only have one route to take instead of two like ydae..so i don't have to be so down in the dumps being so bloody confused! end of a work day..only three more to go! who knows that i'll take it so badly..
yeah..i'm a wimp i know..sorry to you..you know who you are...today's morning weather was the best i've known for months...when i got out of the bus to work..the sun was shining so brightly yet there was the slightest drizzle..it made the roads slick and wet. As the sun bore down on the puddle-filled road..it created reflective pools so bright i had to look away..wish the weather was like this everyday..it brightens me up and makes me feel tons better..this is why i lurve the sun! no appetite...
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
bleah...where has my appetite gone? whatever..can lose weight to get into my swimsuit for nxt week's camp....i desperately need to do some stuff to occupy me! something extreme..i'm thinking of stuff like wakeboarding and horse-riding but i know all these thoughts are shit! because i will never do it... going to start with something simple..maybe swimming bah..there's something about swimming that challenges me..maybe it's because i used to be terrified of depths..i only truly learned how to swim when i was in jc..and there were pe swimming every tuesday..had to swim fast in order not to be the last..it was tiring man! but what really challenges me is that i can't go on swimming like i can keep on running when i'm breathless and gasping for air..when i'm running.. i can go as long as i want if i tell myself to..when i'm swimming..it's a different matter. no matter how hard i persuade my body to continue swimming..i can't! maybe i shall master swimming during the remaining time before uni starts.. i'm also going to go running every monday to friday..and the weekends shall be my rest day..mark my words..i'm going to wake up at ten and go running everyday! at least three rounds around the park... and i'm going to pack my house before i enter the hostel..so that if it's messy on weekends when i go home..no one can point the finger! guess the weekends shall be my laundry days! bleah..more housework...my mother is a super woman man..doing everything without complaining... haiz..i'm just typing nonsense now..all this is a facade to block my emotions..i am so bloody angry at myself..for reasons only i myself know..i wanna cry over spilt milk..i wanna get a cat to lick all the milk up..because i'm angry with myself for being so careless as to drop the milk! argh!! i wish i could be angry at someone else...but no..no one else is making me angry..only i am able to rake up this rage in myself..and there is only one solution..but it's not going to happen..not for the moment at least...until time helps..i will still be angry with myself..... thinking back..i used to be a cheerful piece of shit...... There! at least it's all out now...
Monday, June 27, 2005
Just met puaysian on Friday..and since that day I couldn’t take my mind off him..True..it has been close to three months since we separated but I guess three years of closeness is difficult to let go of.. Feel as if my emotions has taken a tumble..and it’s all mangled up inside of me.. Yesterday has been the same if not more tumultuous roller coaster ride for my feelings.. Riding home in my father’s car after dinner at Telok Kurau, we passed by St. Pats… Brought back a wham of memories for me..the first time I stepped into the gates of his school was during his passing out parade..still remembered how proud I was that he got an award for being best in drills.. I reached there just in time to see him exchanging handshakes with the conductor.. The second and third time was more of a blur and I can’t remember in which order the incidences took place but each meeting is still vivid.. In one of them, he had just returned from his band trip to Australia.. It was the first time we were separated for such great distances at such a long period since we got together.. I woke up early that morning just to get to the airport to catch him returning.. I ended missing the first half of my maths remedial with mr. yeo..still remembered how scared I was when he called my mobile asking me why I didn’t turn up but he was rather cool ‘bout it..haa..told him I had stomachache…. It was but a glimpse that of him that I had at the airport..but I was more than happy.. He mentioned that he lost his ring that was part of a pair that we bought just before he left for Aussie.. Instead of being disappointed..i was secretly happy when I heard from a mutual friend of ours on how distraught he was when he found out that the ring had disappeared and how frantic he was when he was searching for it.. As my father continued to drive down my sort of memory lane, I passed by Temasek Sec where I could see the beautiful Bayshore park condos.. Brought back even more nostalgic memories.. He used to work at this place near Tanjong Rhu where there were also many pretty condos.. One day..i accompanied him to work.. Round and round we went on the SBS bus.. As he was early, we made a stop and took a moment to revel in the beautiful atmosphere where the rich and wealthy reside in their luxurious homes.. By magic, the place touched me..and like every little girl who dreams big..i started imagining myself in one of the apartments, with a lovely husband, stylish furnitures and a beautiful golden retriever.. Without even realizing it, I had blurted out what I had on my mind.. And just as magically, he replied, ‘I promise to get a house here for you next time.. The wonderful stuff that can happen when you’re in love…… Wonder what he’s thinking after we met that Friday..because I’ve been spending most of my time thinking of him and the past..maybe it wasn’t a big thing to him at all..or maybe it was as impactful to him as to me.. He certainly looked better now than when I last saw him.. Well..at least what’s left are those of beautiful memories………… dreams and all thoughts horrible....
Sunday, June 26, 2005
just as i thought i was going to suffer from insomnia last night thinking of someone..serena called me for a chat! it's like so coincidental lar! it was fun talking to her..hearing her funny notions about everything..hope her ramen is fine after last night...went to slp still harbouring thoughts abeit less depressing..and dreamt about that person the whole night! shucks! i was running and running in my dream..in one part, i even looked down and saw how wet and sweat-drenched my hand was. It was kind of a nightmare..i was super super stressed in that dream! having to deal with two persons at the same time.. when my alarm clock rang at ten, i switched it off and went back to slp...horrors of horrors! i dreamt about the same person again! shit man..... i'm a stupid ass.... it's no wonder i have super dark and heavy eyebags..evenin my sleep, i get such action-packed stuff to do... seriously, i think i can start an entire different blog on my dreams..kind of think that blog would be a happier one..guess i usually dream of what i want... wonder why some people don't get dreams..maybe they just don't remember their dreams..i do! can sense it...
Saturday, June 25, 2005
went for the nus student union camp briefing just now..felt that the enthusiasm was overkill for me..one thing bad about me is that i hate changes! i despise anything that changes in my environment......now that i'm going into uni..i start thinking about many things..having to start studying again..having to fit in..and i'm actually quite scared of hostel life..at the same time i'm kinda excited and looking forward to these stuff 'cept the studying part of course.. but what i will hate about living in the hostel is the fact that there is no air-con and that i won't have my own bathroom..i need the air-con to sleep. It's partly due to the fact that there is cool air blowing at you while you nap..but mostly i need the air-con for its soft, soothing sound..i can only sleep with that..changes changes..sigh... and i really hate the fact that i have to walk so far away to bathe or pee or shit..i especially hate shitting away from home! i'll be going to the union camp with andrea's friends..met up with one of her friends today..seemed okay..but it's scary going to camp not knowing most of the people..makes me feel very itsy bitsy..and i totally hate that feeling! wish some my other friends are going but they are not! well..just airing my insecurities out here..bleah..better than having it all inside..... when i was walking home just now..suddenly felt this air of depression settling in on me..it's shitty lar..wish i wouldn't feel like this..but what i'm feeling at that time is something that i can't share with anyone at all..i don't want to feel that way..i don't even want to think about it..but i can't help it..this THING keeps seeping back into my head when i'm not occupied with anything.. i'm not going to think of it! on a happier note..i bought a tee from espirit when i was shopping with andrea after dinner just now..nice gd tee....now negative thoughts..out you go! meeting andrea ltr for camp briefing!
ydae was the longest train ride home i had in a long long while..perhaps it was because i haven't sat the mrt by myself for a long long time or perhaps it was the sturbborn me who squeezed between two guys just to get a seat resulting in prolonged awkwardness or maybe it's just that there were so many thoughts running through my head.......went to watch mr and mrs smith ydae..angelina jolie is such a hottie..think brad pitt is getting old though..had some seat mixed up which resulted in many people changing their seats in the beginning..all because of one no-brainer gal who decided to sit on a wrong seat in the first place.. these days i just do not feel like blogging..it was like when i started a diary..i was so excited in the beginning..when the excitment died off..writing an entry everyday started to get hexing and became a chore instead.. anyway..singapore does not have enough shops! and the great singapore sale is such a boring event this year..there is practically NO sale at all except during midnight sales..so why is it called the GREAT singapore sales..nothing great about it! found this brand that singapore doesn't bring in but they have such wonderful pieces of clothing! discovered it while reading someone's blog...well..the brand is hollister! go www.hollisterco.com to check it out! way kewl stuff there! ps. just realised my title has nothing to do with my entry..whatever..toodaloos! MANGO SALE!!!!
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Today's the day of the long awaited mango sale!!! yippee!!! my dearest colleague grace valiantly offered to man the phonecalls for me in the morning so that i could go shopping! woke up at the usual time of 7.05 pm but i took a miraculously fast time to get ready to get out..we reached just in time for the shutters to open but there was already a queue outside isetan..the craziness man. for those who frequent TM, the queue was from the second floor entrace of isetan to the area outside starhub. It was hilarious man..all the girls behind us on the escalator were walking exceptionally fast just to beat us to the queue..wth?! as soon as i was in, i started for the mango & you tanks first..then my sis discovered the mini skirts section where the skirts were being grabbed by girls like nobody's business..haa...The first place my mother hit was the bag section..haa..then our basket was filled with bags..the mango sale is really mad man..but this year's sale isn't that good..i feel that they don't cut the price as much as the past years..bleah..it means less bargains lae... in the end.. i bought two tanks (both green!! lime green and khaki), a pair of uber kewl jeans (see! jeans again lae..), 2 skirts (light green and light brown), a bag and my fave item of all --> a beeyewtiful shrug in charming black! so nice i tell you..but my mother thought it wasn't value for money..but i'm so so so glad i bought it..i paid with my own money lae! don't have to feel guilty anymore..in the past whenever i bought lots of stuff and i had to rely on my mother to pay for me..i'd feel so so guilty..that she'd have to work so hard just to buy clothings for her daughter. now i can proudly say that whatever clothing item is all mine..bought with money that i earned with my own hands.. i'm so excited..i wanna go tonight again! maybe to suntec to see what other spoils i can find! i lurve the twice a year mango sale!! it's my shopping highlight of the year! whee!!! okay..think i'm going overboard with the exclaimation marks..but i'm so happy! husbands should always bring their wives on shopping sprees to make them happy..in this way it'll turn out to be a win-win situation..the wives would be happy that their husbands love them enough to spend money on them while the husbands would be happy that their wives dress up and look fantabulous! oh man..the stupid woman in my office just annouced that i went to the mango sale in the morning..it was supposed to be a hush-hush thing. with her loud irritating high-pitched voice, everyone now knows that i skip work to go shopping! stupid big-mouthed busybody! Her nose hasn't dropped to my dismay ): during these four days when the boss was away i was supposed to write a tribute to my office ppl..but i decided against it..knowing that a particular someone would be unhappy with it..but it'd be such a nice funny read! should i? i love that my office is so informal..everythig doesn't have to be done by the book..and i have a gd example to prove it..my office is not so slack until nobody's business..when someone takes leave, the person will still have to fill up a leave form for his or her supervisor to sign and to be keyed into the computer system. on our company's leave form, there is a blank to be filled stating the reason for the taking of leave.  This subcontractor actually put down shopping & walk walk as his reason! and the boss signed and approved it! hilarious! this is why i lurve my office..no rules to abide with..everybody openly slacks..hysterical laughing is allowed! but the downside is that there are really mean bitchy people..bleah..but the good people more than balance the bad stinky ones.. Have no idea how most people stay at their workplace for so long though..i get bored of the job after a certain period of time.. Yawnz...i'm tired..am not focussing on what to write..so many thoughts streaming through my mind..still going shopping tonight at mango though! whee!! zzzz....
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
very lazy to blog but i promise to write a super duper long one tmrw okiez? pssst: mango sale tmrw at 8 am! i'm skipping work! who cares since boss is away!!! yayyee! and i'm going running today lae! bleah........
Monday, June 20, 2005
know i haven't been writing anything worth reading these few days..guess i'll make up by providing this webbie that is worth a good read ---> www.suckball.comshopping on saturday was GOOD! espirit has nice tees! i wanna shop but have no moolahs..... stupid idiotic woman...
Friday, June 17, 2005
i hate people who suck up to higher authority..i mean wtf?! they are also people..same as you..don't degrade yourself doing that..in my office..there's two such person..and they are both disgusting and irritating and all the negative terms you can use..coincidentally one's a guy and one's a gal..let's call the guy J and the gal P..i sit at the front desk so i always see what goes on without having to poke my head in purposely..i've seen the in-charge scold someone in front of me..i've seen people bitching about others in front of me..i've seen frustrated people rush their work out.. just as i was telling someone ydae how i like my workplace because the people there are nice..(they are really! always hanging out with me at the front desk to chat with me..always giving me food to eat..always making me laugh..always lending me books and mags to read because i look bored..always sharing with me juicy gossips! slurp!) okay..just as i was annoucing that my workplace people are nice..these two people stretch out their long claws and manage to irk me..like always..sigh! Guy J always irritates me with his un-funny un-intellectual sarcastic snideful comments..argh! flashback: i was looking through brouchures of digital cams because i was thinking of getting one..alan saw and started talking to me about it because he's bringing his wife and son on a holiday and wanted to get a digital cam too..nxt kenny came and started telling us that sony cams are really good..janet came out to photocopy something and started chatting to us too..i was really happy chatting with them until Guy J came along and saw us all happy and said, 'wow..everyone wants to talk to agnes huh.' and then everyone, who like me can't stand him, started dispersing...sigh..i'm a bad describer but he's irritating! Once, he told me to inform him when the in-charge is free , as he wanted to talk to him..out of my kind heart, i told him immediately when i saw that the in-charge wasn't on the phone nor talking to anyone..and he ignored me! wth? he suck lar..i dunnoe how to describe what he does....stupid william hung look-alike! But i was super duper upside today because of Gal P! idiotic bitch..my reception had an altar next to it as my company is a small scale chinese company..you know the kind where there's alot of people who believes in fengshui and in praying once when you come to work and another time when you knock off..everytime they burn the joss stick..it stinks! Well..today the incense smelled extra smelly..so i thought it was because they changed the brand..it got stonger and smokier..but because i was reading a book kenny loaned to me..i didn't notice until the in-charge and Gal P rushed out and started shouting hysterically, 'aiyo! so smelly! burning you still dunno!' oKAY..it might be my fault that i didn't notice the surrondings because when i looked up at the ceiling..it looked kinda smokey..but what Gal P said next to suck up to the in-charge was simply unacceptable! she said in chinese, 'ni shi bu shi su zhu de? yi hou ni hui bian cheng shao chu ah!' translated to, 'are you born in the year of the pig? next time you will become a roasted pig!' when i type this now..i dunnoe whether to laugh or to be angry..but i was so angry just now, i wished she would just drop dead..upon further evil thoughts..i wished her nose would drop off instead since she liked her looks so much..wanna let her dispair.. what rights have she to say that to me man..she's not even my in-charge man..pui! i hope you will fall down the stairs later... Desmond who was once on my hate list has gotten off because he's such a nice person! he helped me take the letters from the post box, saving me from climbing down three storeys and climbing up three storeys again...he explained to me what technical details i should look at when i'm buying a laptop because i wanted one..it's hard not to forgive him...but these two people are incorrigible!! sigh..guess i woke up on the wrong side of bed today..what a horrible day! i know why!
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
yeah..i know why guys do not go shopping..whaha! that's because they spend so much money on their technology babies that they do not have leftovers for stuff that we gals like..clothes..accessories just to name a few...this is not including the super wealthy guys ala dao ming si in meteor garden..how did i stumble on this fact? that's because i'm turning into a guy! help! i have a sudden desire to buy all things that involves technology..but i still crave for stuff like clothes accessories and make-up so still a gal lar..just not a girly girl... remember that i wanted this phone ---- nokia 3230 alot alot alot?!!  well...i've found a newer, nicer phone!!! *hyperventilates* it's sho sho sho bee-yew-tee-fullll!! introducing the new motorola PEBL . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  very very very nice!! It's supposed to resemble a stone washed by a stone until it's very very smooth....so zen-like! more sizzling picture coming up!     Gasp!! just very nice right? But compared to the Nokia 3230, it has no radio and its memory is a mere 5 MB compared to the 3230'a 32 MB memory.... While i was checking it out, i saw the Motorola Black RAZR...and fell in love with it too.....   Gorgeous phone man! But i still like the Motorola PEBL better... But just to be fair..i shall post two unprofessional photos of it that hasn't been air-brushed.... It comes in two covers.... The slick shiny cover...  And the one with the rubberised cover..smooth and matt...  It hasn't come out in the market yet..wonder whether it's going to cost a bomb..i hope not! let's go SHOPPING!
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
did i mention that i went to the suntec midnight sale on saturday? and i was at suntec 'til one am..scary lae...nv went out with my friends to a shopping centre until that late before..erm..shops weren't open 'til that late before anyway! saturday was my sec 2 reunion at anna's new nice house at paya lebar..everything nice nice..spanking new woa! i was supposed to meet carmen at paya lebar mrt at 4.50 in the afternoon to meet our classmates at 5 at lion city kfc..but i realise that when i stepped out of the bathroom..it was 4.30!! in the end..i ended up meeting carmen at 4.50 at tamp. mrt ): we still had to go withdraw money at singpost before meeting the class..by the time we reached kfc..there was no one in sight so we called anna who gave us her address..guess what man! we were the first to reach her house...... -_- it was a bbq at her house..it was nice to see all my sec 2 classmates..and i realised that no other sec 2 gals in my class went to tjc! have to say that anna has a very lovely family..so envious! and she has a pet squirrel! i want! so cute lae.... was waiting for pam and crystal to arrive the whole day but they arrive around close to ten and went off after half an hour..what a bummer! in the end..me and carmen were the last two to leave her house..haa..first and last to touch her house.. me and carmen decided to go suntec shopping! and anna came too! it was so so so crowded..i didn't even feel that it was midnight..i bought this kewl jeans from U2 and a running shorts from adidas!!! sho happy! btw..i realise i'm becoming more of a jean-sy person lae...oh no!! i don't want! i want my skirts..but i've bought three jeans in the past half year... anyway..it's fun midnight shopping lar..... erm...dunno why feel so lazy to type...more tmrw! i'm an age-phobic!
Monday, June 13, 2005
Congratulations Agnes, you are...  mr brown of www.mrbrown.com Like that ad for Toys 'R Us, you are that kid who doesn't want to grow up. Except you do. And now you're just a big overgrown kid who doesn't want grow up. You have a warped yet addictive sense of humour. It takes skills to poke fun at serious things and you have no problems doing that. Your peers look up to you and yet you're humble about everything. You are an infantile. sigh..i'm immature lae!!! but it's true lar..i don't wanna grow up..i live to laugh at old people...growing old is horrifying! i can't imagine what hairstyle i'll have to sport when i'm forty..do i still get to leave my hair long..or do i have to cut it short like aunties...or will my hair start dropping so much that i will have to perm it ala pck! gasp!! furthermore..wrinkles will start developing..i will have to start wasting money on anti-wrinkles cream..oh! but then it won't be termed as wasting money because i will need it so much it won't be considered as a wastage of money... and then i won't be able to wear colours like pink..or else people on the streets will start whispering and pointing at me... 'look at that auntie man..she so old le..so flabby..still dare to wear pink! omg!! give me a break! ACT CUTE!' gasp!! i really don't wanna grow old....but it seems to me that time seems to be passing faster and faster with each passing year..i can't believe almost half of 2005 have passed..... ____________________________________________________ It's official! my last day of work here will be on the 4th of july..guess i'll just slack after that until school reopens..i wanna go blading! anyone interested...i've opened myself to falling and hurting...you should too! i have a SECRET!
Thursday, June 09, 2005
i have a secret..i have a crush........... it all happened last saturday.... i was supposed to go out with my tj classmates.... but the lazy bug always catches me on saturdays..... i was lazing around at home.... until my mother caught me by the collar of my tee and drag me out....... to the IT show at expo... in order to hitch a ride to the expo from my father... i wore my accessories and make-up in the car! whee!! spend around an hour at the show... when i was about to leave..... you caught my eye! YOU!!  YES YOU!!! what a handsome fellow! sigh...not enough money..but i want this notebook desperately..it's the HP Pavillion dv 1327AP Notebook!! i want i want i want! it cost $2699 normally but it cost $2499 at the pc show..that's $200 bucks that i can save..it's 32 hours less of work...i have to work for NINE weeks before i can get that notebook... a more normal looking picture of it...  but nothing beats seeing it face to face...it's has a wide-screen display for god's sake... sho nice!! and it's so sleek and shiny..remember long ago there was this ericsson phone t610..that has a shiny shiny surface..the laptop's shell is like that! haiya..it's just very nice........ warning!
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
went to tamp mall's fish and co with my tj classmates ydae..warning: do not eat the swordfish collarbone on the menu! serene ate that and she said it looks more like the boss' collarbone (private joke) instead of some fish..irene went to bangkok during the weekends and came home with a haul! she bought over 50 pairs of earrings..15 pairs of shoes..5 bags and lots more clothing! i'm envious! and she sho nice..she bought four pairs of earrings for me!! nice hor? *nods head repeatedly* will post pics of them soon! radical change!
i was reading my sis' blog when i saw her counter and I WAS JEALOUS! hers was so nice..and mine is like shit! so i went to change mine! haa..now mine is nicer than hers...ooh..let's wait for her to read my blog and get jealous..*whispers* she says she reads my blog but i'm not so sure..so if she complains i'll know that she really reads my blog..my in-charge came back today after two days of leave..he smells weird lae..not that i went to sniff at him on purpose..but there's this unpleasant scent whenever i'm near him.. i'm hungry!! how to kill and cook crabs...
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
last sunday..my mummy bought live crabs during her grocery shopping..and cooked chilli crabs!! yummy!!!!!rem i said before that my mother goes grocery shopping every sunday morning..last sunday..i got suspicious when her grocery bags kept making noise..erm..because it was made of plastic and there was the sound of plastic moving..i peered into the bag and saw four crabs staring back at me..all tied up! poor things.... okay..the five steps of cooking crabs.....as explained by agnes! step 1: release the crab from the plastic bag....  although they are tied up..please remember that they have eight other legs that can move.. step 2: put them in a pot of water to bathe them..  so cute right? they are back swimming in the water..you got to use a brush the sand off their bodies..... step 3: replace the water with salt water..(to make salt water..mix salt and water). my ma says this to get rid of the salt in the crabs..no idea why...some osmosis theory? too lazy to figure it out..  look! the water is getting murky..all the salts in their bodies are coming out...but the funny thing is that alot of bubbles are formed by them... step 4: kill them!!! if you are afraid to chop them when they are alive..just place them in the freezer and freeze them..brrr....take them out after 30 mins and use a chopper to cut the middle of their underside to break their main nerve or something like that..clean their innards and chop them up to suitable sizes..  step 5: pour in chilli sauce (special kind to cook crabs sold at supermarkets) and ginger and the chopped-up crabs into the wok and fry fry fry!  there..you go..crabbies!! fresh and hot and delicious! my swear word is........
 your asshole. What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla ASSHOLE?! wth..haa..that's my swearword? i was hoping for bitch and fuck...well at least i didn't get dumbass or pathtic shit...haa...... i broke my nail!!
Monday, June 06, 2005
yeah..but it was a week ago..whaha..broke it from shredding paper..it's growing very well now..healing and everything..BEFORE  AFTER  so poor thing hor? *whimpers* pain pain lae..... did i mention that shredding paper is a very thereupeutic thing to do? i so love the sound of paper tearing..maybe it's the evil side of me unleashing its desire to destroy stuff but i LURBE to do it! so shuang man!  just look at all the paper i destoyed..a garbage bag full...muahahahaha...muahahaha... retarded version of concert night..
yes..retarded..because this entry is long overdued..went to the concert with great aspirations of taking many many photos..but it did not happen. was very hyped about the concert the day before but it did not live to my expectations..main reason i was hyped was because i was looking forward to meeting many people...talking about band reminds me of the time i was back in tj band..i hated the committee for some reason that i have no idea of..it's just something from inside..guess it was the people in the committee..i hate the way they acted..maybe it was because they didn't give a damn about my section but i didn't give a hoot about them too..i especially disliked the student conductors..haa..maybe it's because i can't get over the idea that someone the same level as me could have so much authority over me..maybe that's the same reason i don't like D.. oh well..back to the band concert..andrea and i met someone we didn't want to meet on the way to victoria concert hall so the walk from raffles city to vch was very rushed and unenjoyable..the tj band was very magnificent especially when they played their choice piece-the chosen..omg! i felt as if i was going down this super high roller coaster..very nice!!!! erm...my musical vocab is limited so this is the best i can do to describe the music..whaha! the stage band was also hilarious! i love going to tj prelude concerts mainly because of the stage band..  the magnificent tj band..spoilt by this lousy image.... after the concert..we took off and went home..not much to stay back for..except maybe to talk to nizam.. it was here that we took more pictures..we were too bashful to ask people to take pictures for us..so we all took turns..  first up! taken by me, meself and i!  and then andrea! did i mention that we both have the same sirname and chinese name?  taken by shijia..and did i mention that her christian name is andrea too?  and then by huiping..we stood up on something on the bridge..because andrea says she always do that..whee! tall people!  and last of all..by cuicui! by the infamous fountain of fullerton! it's great spending time out with them..guess we are a close bunch..really lucky to have met all of them..guess we bond alot more during the thailand trip..they are all such nice people that i feel evil among them! muahhahha! Desmond Low! No matter what you do..you are permanently on my hate list. I HAD THE WEIRDEST DREAM LAST NIGHT!!!!!!
Sunday, June 05, 2005
yeah...it's true..and scary...don't wanna say it out because i want it to happen! it's those kinda things that you feel happy and embarssed at the same time that it happens.you know..sometimes things happen that make you feel embarrased but at the same time..you end up feeling light and happy for the rest of the day. for example.. when you get hit on by the opposite sex when you get praised by someone in front of everyone when you win the 10 million dollars toto and your picture gets splashed out on the next day's headlines erm...can't think of anything more..but you get the idea.. i hate thinking of titles..
Saturday, June 04, 2005
okay..the pictures sort of settle themselves..still look kinda untidy but at least viewable..went midnight shopping with my ma and sis at raffles city ydae! not much things to buy there..my sis bought a very sexy swimming costume though..tsk tsk!have been sneezing a great deal these few days..might be due to the fact that i have a colleague with a serious cold...and now she's home with measles!! gasp! my office went into a frenzy and started everyone started spraying the air with disinfectant..haa..but her assistant resigned and she's going to quit..boycotting the office man! psst..it's office politics..but nobody likes the woman who has measles..but i have no idea why..i'm neutral to her..she's kinda nice to me! so my in-charge made me place an ad in the straits times classifies for the post of purchaser! felt so proud of myself! haa..maybe it's nothing to you..but i saw my ad in the newspapers! concert photos not up yet..but there's very little..only a little more than 5 pics..can't wait for monday to start work..'cause both bosses won't be in..i'm going to hang up my coat-tails and slack the entire two days! think i'm going shopping later again..haa..annoucement: marina city has it's midnight sale today! okay..laterz! Friday, June 03, 2005
something wrong with the photos...bleah..will figure it out later...tired...tuesday night out with the girls!
what's this? haa..good question..i have no idea either..... but don't you think it sounds good. sUMP pUMP room... anyway..i'm one day late in posting up pictures..kinda bad quality ones i have to warn...  group photo yet again..it's the five of us! shijia..huiping..andrea..me and cuicui! we met to celebrate huiping's bdae! huiping become jie jie le..19 years old! haa.. but andrea is secretly very happy about that..*whispers* she finally has someone to join her being 19..whaha! huiping decided to eat at country manna at suntec..so we ate there. the place was very country-like..haa..COUNTRY manna mar...the food wasn't very nice lae..
the soup with puff pastry! only yummy thing there....beautiful picture of it taken by andrea. andrea and me ordered the jumbo meal or whatever it's called for two persons because there were lotsa stuff encoded in the meal! my vocab sucks lar..there was roasted chicken, bbq pork ribs and dory fish as the main course, wedges and coleslaw as side dishes..haa..we both decided to order it as there were lotsa foodie! bad decision.....
just take a look at the disgusting chicken! it wasn't cooked! and it was all slimy and cold and wet..euyew!  cuicui then proceeded to entertain us with a magic trick! woot! exciting!
cuicui concentrating really hard to perform her mahjic..  Tadah! A star is magically formed from toothpicks!!  Birthday gal looking very happy with her birthday cake!
woohaaa..cake from nydc somemore lae! while waiting for cuicui & shijia to return from the loo..huiping andrea and me fooled around..
moley!! whaha...
cuicui and shijia back from the ladies!
MOOOLAHS!!! not mine though.... at the end of the day (or shall i say night)..there were five happy people! horrid day!
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Today was a uberduper trying day..I AM EXHAUSTED!stole an extra five minutes nap in bed before dragging myself to the toilet.. then threw on an outfit then i didn't spend any effort in planning.. was hungry from eating only bread for dinner and durian, honeydew for supper.. so i gobbled down half a chicken pie and some char siu pie for breakfast.. due to my gobbling down of breakfast.. i missed my bus.. and ended up at work late.. ever since my boss placed this mini fountain thingy on my reception place to make the place look nicer..my workload has increased!! argh..this guy at my workplace said it's FENG SHUI............................. had this woman at my workplace who i like talking to but when she came to talk to me during lunch..i felt as if my eyes were going to shut anytime.. but you know what? it's time to knock off now! woohoo.... i miss home...................... Happy June Day!!
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
hey! tried this game i found on someone's blog..i got it on the second try! does that make me a genius?? haa..try it! http://crux.baker.edu/cdavis09/roses.htmlhmm..i was going home after meeting my section peeps last night (we went to celebrate huiping's bdae in advance - photos with elaboration soon!)..was walking home alone..duh..unless someone lives near me or with me, i'll be walking home alone (just feel as if i went one round and insulted myself)..when i suddenly had this paranoid thought.. it must be all the shows that i'm watching. do you remember there was this sniper show on channel u quite long ago, where this sniper guy (played by a guo something something) who went around killing innocent citizens by shooting them dead from the top of hdb flats just to strike terror into singaporeans? (woah..long sentence) and then i watched divergence where daniel wu was the sniper (woot woot woot!!!)..so many sniper shows... okay..back to the point. i was walking home when suddenly i thought, 'what if someone shoots me from the too of the roof?' 'should i alternate my walking speed-like suddenly fast suddenly slow that kinda thing so it's difficult to aim?'..yar lar..don't know why i get so paranoid sometimes. haa..quite hilarious when i think of it.. and i started thinking agnes thoughts..lotsa people(but i don't know who) say that before you die..in that last second when you're still alive, ur brain does this super duper thingy and your life flashes before you. it may be in that case when you get a heart attack or when you fall off the building and your life flashes before you as you are descending to be flattened at the bottom. but if a sniper shoots you in the head..it would not even take a second for you to die. in this case, would you be losing out on this amazing experience of having your entire life flash before you? did i mention that although i've not seen anyone that has jumped off a building..but i've seen the blood of someone who had..it was freaky enough thank you! i was going to puaysian's house when i saw this whole pool of dried very very dark red thingy and there were crows pecking at the blood..euyuech!!!! wonder where the blood flows out from when you hit the ground.. wonder whether it hurts just before you leave this world... wonder whether you get the heart in your mouth feeling as you are free-falling in the air.. it's damn freaky..whoever jumps down to commit suicide must be feeling at the end of their wits.. wonder whether people who are afraid of heights would choose to way to commit suicide..whaha.. wah..damn sadist thoughts lar... well..going to tj prelude concert tonight! spent quite an amount of time last night planning what to wear..but think i'm going to back out in the end because i'm scared i'll be too scantilly-clad..whaha! we'll see..i shall take the rest of the day to gather my courage.. finally receive my pay yesterday but i still can't withdraw it..bleah! it's nonsense lar..the money is already in my account but they still have to hold it for one day... anyway..HAPPY JUNE DAY to you!!!
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