The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud.

my exams are next week. yet these few days my mindset has sorta been "helloooo? what exams huh?" so dead. have to play catch up yet again. somehow i just can't get myself to sit down and study proper. man!

anyways my mum's been in hospital the last two days. visiting was real fun today. i brought a deck of cards along during visiting. and my family had the most fun ever in a long time playing and laughing over dai dee!! my dad tried to cheat like twice can. if it wasn't for his sniggling and my mum spotting what he did, i wouldn't even have known!

being in a hospital is quite crappy. all day long you see sick ppl staring back at you. and if i ever were admitted (touch wood), i'd make sure that i have ppl visiting me everyday!

okok back to studying. sigh! 4 days and only 20 pages of dosage form read. booo....

Nothing beats listening to acoustic versions of matchbox 20 songs and sipping hoegaarden.

I'm just thinking that once a month my hormones take over and i behave like a Tori Amos when she's Pip. After that when the storm blow over, that's when i regret all the hard feelings that's been built up.

but right now it's bliss and that's all the matter.....

for the moment.

today is turning out to be the worst day of the year or something.

i woke up to a qn that made me feel used.

i went to class late again even though i did try damm hard.

i found out that today was going to be the last lesson with ibu agnes who i liked alot

the drink stall man told me that the difference between two cans of differently flavoured coffee was that one can was blue and the other red. i have eyes if you can't see dude.

during driving lessons i stalled five times in a row on a slope.

my driving test is nxt month yet i haven't visited the circuit or leant how to vertical park.

all i have to keep me going now are grandiose plans during the hols so i looked in the catalogue and someone had to squash those dreams. so much for going all the way out to help you without a single word of thanks. all you do is just stretch out your hand for that tiny slip of paper.

someone told me that i'd never drive because i'm not steady and all i do is play the fool.



but i'm glad for the little bits of uplifting things some friends just do...especially when you least expect it. like that call on the squeaky bus. :)