The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud.

as the day draw near, i just keep getting all fidgity and restless..some parts of me still miss the old times. but like a slap back to reality, remembering all the reasons why i let it go takes the cloying irk away. why can't things be less intricate..with no other circumstances to consider..

but that's really how it works..thinking of friends like C, i can't help but think it's so unfair to her. oh deathcab just came up on shuffle, i adore them loads. really. they're your best companion on long journeys and emo times.





all the ice cream eating and food stuffing has made me tip the scales at my heaviest EVER. it's scary how much weight i've gained in 2 weeks )): it's gonna be back to the food-watching all over again SIGH!!! so i'm gonna have to put away my favourite food for awhile..tauhuey bubbletea and pratabomb are all options that are gonna be stash away til a long while later....

had a really good and relaxed weekend mmm really really enjoying this sem but i foresee a really hectic and stressful last sem next year..

friday is turning out to be my favourite day of the school week coz for one thing i don't have to rush to and back from arts without any breaks the entire day.

had lunch with joy greg and niron. mish mash of friends..made plans to lunch with greg since my pharm friends are always at their fyp during the breaks. was super upset when i learnt that they decided to have a lunch break. but joy met greg before and ask him to join us and greg so willingly said yes haha! had a really good lunch laughing at the most absurd stuff!

and dear mel bought a box of this childhood bubble-blowing thingy to cheer up all the fyp students..sure had fun but who knew the bubbles could be blown this huge! joy knocks the socks off all bubbles i've seen in my life EVER! more pics on mel's!


they're practically 3 times or more the size of a head


and we were really bored during our HIV/AIDS lecture..more like having the friday-can't-wait-to-end-sch-itch..was fidgiting around alot and willing the lecturer to end the lecture. but joy came up with this hilarious idea of us drawing each other blindfolded. obviously we couldn't be blindfolded in lecture so we just played fair and looked straight ahead.

this is how we look like....


and this is how our beautiful drawings turn out...





haha super hilarious..if you look at the picture of joy by mel, mel even drew joy's hairpin!

accompanied joy to jp after school for bubble tea since her friend had to work overtime and i had time to kill before meeting titus & greg for supper. we were walking round jp when we passed by the arcade and joy suggested going in for a round of house of the dead4..haha i guess our friendship was first cast in iron over the same ol' game back in year 1.

so we were standing there amongst all the very young teenagers and like ppl who weren't supposed to be there, we stared around furtively. then joy nudged me and said, 'hey there's nobody now so we better hit it before it becomes crowded!' so we shuffled to the machine haha..unfortch we died before we completed the first stage. haha but it was fun screaming at the top of my lungs at the scary zombies!

okay so i didn't go for supper straight. coz i was grumbling when titus asked me to head home first before supper. so he suggested going to the airport first to search for places to shoot scenes for his mass comm stuff. asked greg along too..here's them taking a very delightful mugshot haha!


over supper we somehow ended up talking bout what body parts of the opposite sex do one usually notice. kinda normal of guys but the word from them is legs boobs butt...and absolute turnoffs are cellulite on thighs and hairs in places that they're not supposed to be. haha was rolling on the floor when one of them asked me in surprise if girls actually drew unibrows on themselves! ER NOO!

when it was my turn, i really didn't know! well they kept insisting butt but that wasn't it for me..really needed sab for help coz she was sitting a few tables away from us. i said 'back' coz ps had a really nice back haa...and over my one hour walk with bernice all over the tampines neighbouthood after dinner today, she said 'face'! which is really true as well...i'm gonna ask everyone in school about their thoughts on this!

but it suddenly dawned upon me that for me it's FLOPPY HAIR! there's always swoon-at-first-sight i realised..first it was some random catalogue model off asos..see what i meant about moving on to guys clothes shopping tsk tsk...


then way back when heroes first started..i saw milo and his hair and it was swoonnnnn! mmm...


omg the similarities really amazes me!

had a really nice dinner with my family at ritz yesterday as well..


here's my adorable dad!


and they folded the napkins in a really nice way...defo gonna have them done that way should i ever have to plan a dinner..i'm soo avoiding mentioning the word....


had a really good time at the dinner sitting next to my dad coz he could amazingly memorise the menu IN THE RIGHT SEQUENCE. and while i was getting all fidgity coz the food just wasn't coming, he kept saying hilarious stuff like, 'next up are mushrooms sooo where're my mushroomms' or something to that extent.

and i realised that my love of beer stems from both my dad AND GET THIS MY MUM! haha..have never seen her drink any alco stuff willingly other than beer!

so it's back to mondays...gonna have to start on school work soon..it's three weeks to the big As for my sis so i guess my own exams are starting real soon as well..goodbye happy nice weekend!

oooh i love it when the tests have stopped for a week and i can finally slow down, take a breather and smell the roses! haha...nothing notable has happened except perhaps i'm like soooo addicted to online shopping graaah...i've gone on from clothes to accessories to shoes to MEN'S clothes..like wth!

and i've finished up the remaining episodes of the latest seasons of ANTM, gossipgirl, grey's and i've 15 mins left of lipstick jungle coz megavideo is being a bitch and claims i've watched too many shows and have to wait 120mins to continue watching..bzzz! OR i cld join as a premium member..yea right!

okay gonna do a little school work before going back to my loaded shows (((: heroes here i come! haha..i don't get why all the television series in US start at the same time. a little staggering wld be better on us studying ppl!


had a wonderful friday with friends! after lecture 1 in the morning, i accompanied maymay to imm to get a present. i really hesitated going alot at first as i really wanted to complete my econs tutorialS during the 4h break, but i felt bad that maymay kinda ask me and if she had to go imm alone should i choose to spend my break in sch. i sort of forgot how nice it was to talk to maymay coz she's been busy with her fyp. it reminded me of her being my bus partner on the way to malacca earlier this year.

came back to have lunch with parry and mel. )): i really missed the tree trunk tables lunches we used to have. everybody's having straight lessons without breaks this sem.

then i went to wait outside the joy's lab at the benches with her lunch coz the poor girl's not having enough time for lunch..yes fyp yet again..i ended sitting with yingjia and huilin at the benches. had a nice chat with them and gave up trying to do my econs tut haa..

after school ended, went back to the lab to accompany joy til she was done with her experiments. we ended up taking the box of raya goodies, standing beside the bin and doing the horrible-est thing ever. coz there were sooo much goodies, we took a bite out of each type and threw the remainder into the bin if it weren't nice. yes we were wasting food, yes it is horrible, but it sure had us stuffing ourselves and laughing away..

met carmen for tauhuey at rochor after leaving school and she brought her friend kat, who coincidentally is huilin's best gal pal as well. always thought she looked quite fierce haha but she was really nice to talk to on the train ride back.

met greg at simei for a lift to tampines prata for supper with the 19 guys! haha..dhan & car! tamp prata actually has bomb! but the guy who took our orders were super hilarious. he insisted on taking our drink orders ONLY the first time round. we could only order food after the drinks arrived. the guys were saying it was like a beureacracy with strict rules for ordering haa

alex and greg wanted one cheese & one kosong each while titus and i wanted a bomb each so we decided to make it easier for the guy by summarising our orders. when he finally came to take our orders, greg told him 'two bomb two cheese two kosong'. sounds easy but he was like 'wait ah let me take pen and paper..' hahaha. then he insisted on knowing which of us ordered what instead of just giving us 4 empty plates and a stack of pratas..thing is when the pratas came, it was not according to who ordered what and he was all sorry ahhh..hahhaha..

went to titus place after that for a short while coz greg wanted to pick up his cam from titus'. turns out that from his place, the singapore flyer could be seen! and he lives in tampines!

and though i had only 3 hours plus of sleep last night, i don't feel like sleeping so early even though it's half past four. discovered the best way of drinking camommile tea coz the time of the month is coming. dunk the teabag into a boiling mug of damm thick honey! best! night world..

have been doing a tad much too little these days. have been waking up late for lessons. staying up late to watch gossip girl and grey's. and cramming for my tests in the shortest time possible so that i can go back online to look at all the beautiful editorials. i wish it was the hols again and i had all the time in the world to wake up late and do anything but school stuff.

just the other day when i was waiting a long time for the bus to school, my memory was jolted about the past and i concluded that, a year on, it was mutual. but as it happens, i was reminded about it the whole day. first a friend asked me the reason, then another said she spotted and then our mutual friend came to say hi after not doing so for months. it's weird how things happen altogether..

like just the other day, i had enormous guffaws the entire day because friends kept mixing up their words with similar-sounding ones..haha..fish & co. became fish & chips, four leaves became four cheese and pistachio became pikachu! the ppl who said them don't mind me yea, i want to rem these!

okay lots of updates but no mood to be uploading pictures so maybe during the weeked ((: off to do some french and then gossip girl!