at work again..boss coming in only in the afternoon..heep! must slack all i can in the morning, because i'll have to turn into serious mood in the afternoon..
read a few blogs in my spare time at office..can't help but feel deliciously envious..
of their life..
of the people around them..
yeah..i know i shouldn't feel envious..what's there to be envious anyway?
sigh..it's just that they lead much more fulfilled lives..they know what's going on around them..i can bo so oblivious to the surroundings sometimes..
had a chat with my sis just before we slept ydae..when suddenly we were talking about children with down syndrome. out of the blue. just like that. it's just so unfair that their future would not be as bright as the rest of us and yet here i am lamenting about my perfectly normal life. my sis said she would avoid looking at them because she thought they wouldn't like to be stared at..
sometimes, i hear children asking their parents..'mummy..why that person like that?'
haiyo..just feel embarassed listening..life is really not fair to some people..guess everytime i'm unhappy with life..i just have to think of how perfectly fine my life is..
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wish i wasn't so broke now..a few more days!! hope the money will come in quick. usually it's at the end of the month or the beginning of a new month..hate feeling so broke..still no news of mango sale..that's weird. it's usually not so late..what if it has already started..gasp!
i'm even planning of faking a mc to get to the sale if it started on a weekday..must go grab all the hao liao (gd stuff)! haa..
hey..the scene at a sale isn't nice..you see pissed people, tired and withered salesperson..and people that just try on stuff outside the fitting room because the queue is simply too long..
my mother is right..forced saving of money is really effecitive..i've been surviving on 57 doolars these past 3 weeks! woot! and i still have leftover...but nxt week is going to break my pocket..it's huiping's bdae celebrations! dear huiping is turning 19!! haa..yeah..have to get her present and have a decent meal together..
also tj band prelude concert is on the first on june..broke lar..somemore my section ppl all very high-class one..must sit circle seats instead of stall seats..so i also must be high-class and sit circle seats..haa..wth! shit! just remembered that we've to get the juniors flowers too...bleah..can u just see the hole in my pocket? you can't? oh man..you better go get your eyesight checked..
haa..this reminds me of the megaear advertisement by creative..haa..one of my fave advertisements..arh..arh..arh..arh!! haa..stop being childish! slaps ownself! *piak* ouch..pain nor!
oh man..i'm picking up the skills of self-entertainment from carmen..
anyway..just read her blog.. ---> kdneys.blogspot.com
funny name right? haa..let me tell you how it was formed............
andrea carmen and i were walking along wisma to taka when we saw this shopname lver and it looked real funny to carmen who was on one of her self-entertainment bouts..and she said we should set up a store named kdney next to it..for those slow-minded ones..it's because lver looks like liver without the i so kdney comes about..because kdney is kidney without the i..whaha..this is what you get when carmen is in her lame mode...which is most of the times lar..
and carmen..let's go play pool! haa..i like to feel mighty and think that i have good pool skills..seeing that you so cham in pool..be a kind-hearted person come play with me and make me feel good! haa..
oh yea..i'm supposed to look for nice guy hairstyles for someone..will do it now lar!
