am glad to just be around friends..feel that i'm drifting further and further away from hall life..have not seen anyone in hall ever since tues night..guess the nxt time i really sit down and talk to ppl in the hall would be nxt monday..
i know i'm supposed to be involved in hall life and stuff but i just hate being tied down..same reason why i've been hesitant to join many activities..i want a life in which i can just do what i want..anytime..anywhere!
really don't understand how the people in hall cope..they seem to be suffering from colds yet the still manage to attend all block stuff..
am training myself to be more 'thick-skinned' so that i won't feel so guilty everytime i miss something..it's tough really..almost went into depressed mode..save for my lovely friends who were there for me..
someone told me to think that these guys are able to take part in all the stuff because they have no outside life! whaha..that's a really comforting thought..but they are nice people all the same..am so tired..think im gg to slp for two hours on carmen's desk before heading back to nus! nitey peeps!
