It's been a while Since I could hold my head up high and it's been a while Since I first saw you It's been a while since i could stand on my own two feet again and it's been a while since i could call you But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem the consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means
It's been a while since i could say that i wasn't addicted and It's been a while Since I could say I love myself as well and It's been a while Since I've gone and fucked things up just like i always do It's been a while But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem the consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again
Why must i feel this way? just make this go away just one more peaceful day
Its been awhile Since I could look at myself straight and it's been awhile since i said i'm sorry It's been awhile Since I've seen the way the candles light your face It's been awhile But I can still remember just the way you taste But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem I know it's me i cannot blame this on my father he did the best he could for me
It's been a while Since I could hold my head up high and it's been a while since i said i'm sorry