The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud.

okay so i have self-imposed myself to stay at home to study and finish my pract reports...

and i'm doing all lazy and unhealthy stuff but that...since i woke up around 11am, i've been watching my taped tv shows like prison break and friends. after that i read the morning papers then made myself sit in my chair to get some work done. after realising i needed my calculator, i went to my room took my calculator out and decided to lie in bed for awhile. so now i'm back at my chair..downloading deathnote on youtube, chatting to puaysian and weiling on msn and grabbing whatever new year goodies that are within my reach...SIGH! oh..and i'm blogging now too...

gonna blog about randon stuff first...

found pictures of Rabbit when she was still a baby and she's soooo cute! all emo-ed out and silent...so unlike the super active jumpy thing she is now..




koped from dhana's blog...went out with huilin and him to get sher's present on that day and we were thinking of this dress and the red belt..kay so i look spas..


and wentworth miller is now one of the faces of GAP. his eyes are like just so mysterious...


here's the guy at vivo starbucks typing out my pract report for me..thanks a mil guy! it really lessened my schwork burden...


this is microoragnisms from the air after i left my culture plate out in the open air in Microbiology pract...


a small bunch of mates i hung around in school had to pick up something photocopied from queensway so we decided to lunch in at ikea...


here's joy..someone who can crack me up real badly..used to laugh our way through pharm law lectures..somehow this sem we've toned down much..WE MUSN'T STOP!!!


wee ping...a darling..thanks for the vday pressie!


sock the dean lister..who refuses to take any photos..boo!


niron...ahahahah!!! omg..you looked like you're bathed in light...


yours truly...


celebrated my mum's dinner at tm's crystal jade since bernice was very busy..


popped over to greg's condo at simei after that for changming's bdae celebrations. popped by cause we wanted to stay like for ten mins but of course we showed face and stayed a little longer..

greg's toilet seat cover made me recoil in shock. it was transparent! after staring at it in amazement, i really couldn't bring myself to sitting on it so lifted it up before peeing..haa..


sher, dhana and moi!


hey dhana! have something to say that's just too long to tag..i know going overseas by yourself, upending everything here and flying to some place where everything's so alien is a really SCARY thing to do. i myself wouldn't have the guts to do that. but since it's for the sake of your dreams..i say go ahead without looking back! i'm sure everything here will still remain close to you once you're back. but don't do a 'melvin-lee' on me and come back with that horrid UK accent i tell you! live your dreams man.

on to another note. here's sokting and kuan booone..people in my pharm practice tut group. kuan boone's chair was actually raised damn high such that it was hilarious. when i wanted to snap a photo, he hurriedly lowered the chair..boo!


and during pharmaco pract we had to inject the darling adorable mice. my heart broke into a million pieces when i heard them squeaking and i had to hold back some tears...oh btw they were all killed after this pract..


celebrated bernice's birthday at RICE TABLE: the indonesian buffet restaurant.



here's bernice working hard on her ayam panggang..

happy 17th birthday!!!

i haven't started on lsm and it's now 2.30 am on sunday morning.

i'm so headed for the gallows...







so i was thrown into the throngs of laughing people
HELP i screamed i feel awkward here don't leave me alone
to no avail as i see your departing back
i stood around trying hard to figure out the social balance around this place
but before i could do that i was approached
i felt like a prey before its predator
smile i tell myself
all you've got to do is bare your teeth
pretentious eh says the devil in my head
but it works and i'm left alone again

tears filled my eyes and i hurriedly reached for my mobile
my trusty lil mobile
my only companion through this trauma
somehow someone eagled-eye spotted my discomfort
not wishing to be made a fool of
i brushed past everyone to the lavatory
there i bawled myself silly
taking care to remove any tears and redness
i re-emerged once again
with only the hint of a little redness of the nose

then you came back
i flinched at your slightest touch
stay with me i plead silently
but i am angry too and i push you aside
you stood up to leave once again
and an abyss fills my side
i stare in dismay

the night is drawn long
although a pool of fury resides within me
i use up the remainder of my perseverance
to appear pulled-together to the still chipper crowd