as the day draw near, i just keep getting all fidgity and restless..some parts of me still miss the old times. but like a slap back to reality, remembering all the reasons why i let it go takes the cloying irk away. why can't things be less intricate..with no other circumstances to consider..
but that's really how it works..thinking of friends like C, i can't help but think it's so unfair to her. oh deathcab just came up on shuffle, i adore them loads. really. they're your best companion on long journeys and emo times.