it's hard to be sad when you're surrounded with happy gay people.
had an impromptu dinner with brian today. didn't plan it but we just happened to meet. had a good time chatting with him. he's one of the few who'll understand what i'm feeling now..mainly because he's in this whole hodgepodge right from the start. and coz he's one of the few who knows what i mean and don't tell me the usual stuff. i know the usual stuff. and i certainly don't feel like that.
and guess what! we bumped into gilbert..it's too coincidental..haha good ol' bert..it's weird how i rem not talking much to him in the past but he's such a easygoing funny person. told me all the funny stuff brian and him did in their primary school days. and he reminded me about all the animal names we had..omg how young were we!! haha i named lim cow, so he named me pig. brian was dog, gilbert was naturally bird, ling was platyPUSSY haha, and kenny was monster.
and now i haven't done any of the marketing...gonna stay up til at least 3am to finish it i guess. and thanks for the concern. (: i'm really not good at sharing but there are people out there who i'm sharing stuff with so i'm good. i just need to mope around a bit more. and i'm posting here because it's my idea of a vent.
