yea nxt two weeks would be crazy. probably see lots of posts before tests coz i tend to escape to the safe online haven to get away from work.
and i didn't know the previous post sounded so emo. was just thinking how unfair it was that i always get the lousier end of stuff. and it's to remind myself that i do get lovely divine help all the time too.
and i can't help but feel that i'm getting to be a meaner person all these years. but i can't help it. coz someone has changed such soo much and holding back the first few months was alright. now i just can't help but snap anytime absurdity rears its ugly head. and i really hate it. coz we had such a good thing going on in the past. we shared stuff. we shopped tgt all the time. we had secret midnight feasts. we shared meals so that we could shop more. now i can't tell her anything coz she uses it against me. and more but wth. seriously tired.
okay and i want to write this down coz i want to rem daddy & me time. went for a run with my dad today! and there was like soo many frogs on the park pavement. i was so worried i'll squash one of them. went on some pseudo-gym swing stuff near the park. and we both looked funny leaving the place coz we were so giddy and walking funny from all the swinging.
and i had a dream last night again..my subconscious mind is struggling to tell me something i've been repressing but i've no idea what. off to bed then..have a long day tmr...
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and one more thing all girl friends! please help to do a survey for my marketing project. if you're not female, you can help too! get all female ppl around you to do it!
