as much as i claim to detest you, sometimes old bits of you resurface and your worthwhile virtues shine through. just the odd instances. i know growing up isn't easy. and i don't claim to be an angel. but i know that sometimes you should things more lightly. you know you have strength within. keep that but kick the anal personality. and i'm sure the future will be bright.
it sucks that grades and paper mean so much in our birthplace. sometimes it stifles us so much. sometimes i wish i could just fret less bout what momo and muffin want, and find my own path in fashion or design or singing (yea right). but i'm not gutsy enough. maybe you could be one of those instead. care less bout the yawn-inspiring normalcy and live your dreams.
it's always easier said than done but no future is bleak if we have support and determination. find the determination. earn the support. and above all, always smell the roses along the way.
