The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud.

went to a friend's wedding yesterday. and as expected of a major event it evoked many thoughts and feelings. doesn't help that the monthly visit is around the corner. so had emo crap rushing through and messing with my head as well. comfort came in the form of his warm unwavering touch.

and it's not that i wouldn't want to share the joy of my big day. but i would actually love a really small private event with only close friends present. that's gonna be a little tough though especially when one's chinese.