went for band this afternoon. yes yes..it's becoming more productive. that's good isn't it? it's just that sometimes i feel as if i'm anyhow whacking just for the sake of looking like i'm playing..hmm! and i wish i had the ability of keeping a straight face whenever i play a mistake. gosh! the first thing i do when i make a mistake is to stick out my tongue. i swear it's a reflex action! and cause i did that i'd look round to see if anyone saw me doing that! sigh!
met sher and dhana at parkway after that. it's been quite a long time since i saw dhana. hmmz..he reminded me of primary school and the friends we had last time. logged onto friendster to check out some of our old friends like just. and i found out how much these people have changed. i guess it's not primary school that moulds you. think it's more of secondary school and jc. and i'm going to be like what? 20 this year. that's like donkey years old. in other words. it's Scary! yes with a capital S. haven't seen dhana for so long that i've forgotten that he's really hilarious to be around. sarcastic funny. but funny all the same.
maybe i'm too soft-hearted or something. but it seemed that i don't really dislike many people out there. i just feel that when it comes down to people, there are like so many different kinds of personalities out there. i just accept them for who they are. as long as they don't mean to harm you, i guess there's no need to hate them. true?
oh well. like what sher said, caucasians who are way younger than me, like maybe 16, look damn matured. so maybe it's time to grow up and fit into my full 20 years of age. soon to be that is. meanwhile. i'll work on my funny faces. less funny more poker-straight face. i'll try to be less nua about things i think i can't do. and driving here i come. BUT i'll still accept people for who they are.
