these few days have been rather awful. it's like having a problem you can't solve. nothing you do can make it better. i can't really pin it down to the hormones but the little bits of life that suddenly all catches up at one single moment has resulted in breakouts on my forehead. nasty red ones. time is a big factor too. jetting off to nepal in a week with loads of jobs in between and an unfinished preceptorship..don't even mention the damn report. i don't know if something called bliss ever last long. things all get so jaded after some time. but i'm hoping that someday i'd capture it forever. 'til then, memories will make do to hold me up......