The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud.

I so so so love this song! the words are just simply too meaningful man..just take your time to read the words....

James Blunt - You're Beautiful Lyrics

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
going out with puaysian later!! haa...got a surprise for him! anyway..i went shopping at queensway and ikea yesterday with carmen and andrea! carmen came to crash..but she fell aslp while i was on the phone with puaysian after she got tired of torturing my frog..btw i have a new frog now! it's from ikea..have no idea why i'm so into green and frogs now..but that frog just caught my eye and i couldn't leave without taking it with me..

bought lotsa stuff yesterday too..it was the ikea sale!! so bloody fun man! i bought a cushion cover that was on sale (andrea wanted to buy it the last time we went to ikea but luckily for her she did not and now we both bought it at $4 less! haa..cheap trills!), i also bought a round turqoise rug adn something else that i cannot remember now. will post photos nxt time!

also went queensway to buy stuff! particularly like this shop where i bought two items..the shopkeeper was super corny and hilarious! if i have stuff to buy, i'd buy it from that shop the nxt time man! it's the shop on the second floor that sells fbt shorts (only two shops sell it-one on the first level and one on the second level)!

anyway..i can't switch on my laptop..bleah..it's irritating..going to solve the problem and pack my stuff for hostel tmrw!
yeah..using the comp at my hostel now..really new ones...hmmm..life's not very interesting today..met puaysian in the morning to get my wallet back! he bought me breakfast! so sweet!! thank you!

trying to bid for modules now and i'm in a mess..it's so bloody confusing! help! have no idea what modules to take in the first place......slowly see i guess....

can't wait to get home now...i miss home!! bleah..i miss being able to go out everyday..my last week before i start school and i'm not going out?!

haa...going to figure stuff out..maybe i'll pon hall camp soon...it's really boring...
i just escaped camp today..missed home sho much! and it has only been two and a half freaking days! not that it's horrible in the hostel..i hate not being able to just show my chow bin and lazing on my bed doing nothing. right now..it's ALL about making new friends in your new home man..have to smile and think of conversation whenever you see a fellow human..miss everyone at home too! surprisingly..

ANYWAYZ..i unsneakily walked out of kent ridge to the bus-stop and took the sbs bus to buona vista to meet puaysian for dinner! unfortunately..my eyelids were too heavy and i was sleeping at the mrt platform when puaysian and his friend arrived..so UNGLAM man...(heard that unglam is the word of the year in nus!)

we had dinner at cafe cartel at TM..he treated! sho nice right? (talking 'bout nice..we were walking pass bengawan solo when i said i love the ambon cake there and the nxt thing i heard was..'auntie..two of that.' swoon!! and you asked why i'm happy?) i had pork ribs and he had chicken cutlet..and he bought me this drink..dunno what's the name lar..it's just blue blue one..and yeah..it's nice 'cause you bought it!

kinda glad we both forgot my wallet in your bag so now we're meeting tmrw!

so tired now..slpt at 3am ydae after supper with my union camp og peeps..and i have to wake up at 6.30am tmrw..haven't packed my stuff yet..SIAN!!

well..it's back to the hostel tmrw..think my nxt time back here would be sat night......




I FEEL SO DAMN HAPPY!!!
what the freak?! my sis is thinking of closing her blog since like eons ago and i only know about it now? haa..she's gonna kill me after she reads this..but then i can pout and say ,'you also neber read my blog what!'

anyway..this post is going to be the stuff i bought!! yippee! makes me happy again..it all started on wed when i went out with irene and sher..irene so wanted to eat pasta that we walked from orchard mrt to the nearest pastamania.....at cine! irene started telling us about her handsome tall and great-to-her boyfriend..really really happy for her..gal u deserve it man..go fight all you want for prawns! haa..it's weird that i don't feel jealous with her getting such a good guy..think it's just that i'm not ready to move on..but having a single life is kinda okay..reminds me of life back when i was still young..well..not going to get attached anytime soon!

ANYWAY! after lunch..i bought my first item of the day..slippers..in green! wth? haa..i've been in green uniform for the past 6 years..but somehow..green has recently attracted me a great deal..



beautiful green ripples slippers..haa..was talking to ps on the phone the other day and he heard me say something else instead of ripples! haa..funny!

and then..we walked to far east..bleah! didn't find anything there..where did gripz go to? there's like some major overhaul at far east man..we decided to go to the espirit at isetan to see sher's biker jacket! way kewl man..

but then this polo tee caught me eye..haa..i used to hate polo tees..andrea's a big fan! she has at least one in almost every colour! oh yeah..i hate tj's polo tee..i only wore it once! haa...





















haa..nice right? my second polo tee! also from espirit! actually i saw one that i liked at mango but i couldn't find sizes..my sis bought two of them! ):

irene then left to find her darling leaving me and sher with an hour to kill before she met her friends for dinner..went to topshop where sher bought a green tank and i saw this bag that i liked alot but have no idea what to use it for..so didn't buy it...):

at 6pm, we stepped into zara just to look-see and we went crazy at their tees section! the max number of pieces we could try was six pieces so we took in six! haa..in the end, we ended up buying three tees each and sher was late for her dinner appt!



it says, 'everyone needs someone to love' bleah..not words i need in my life now but nice colour so 'keching!' bought it!



nice tee with nice colours! so bought it too!



what a kewl tee man! me and sher both bought this! haa..whilst i was reading her blog..i realised we both have the same espirit tee in different colours! and we both have the same white beads necklace! haa..that's 'cause we both have the same good taste!

and that's all for wed shopping trip! i went home and got a scolding from my ma! boohoo....

nxt day..i woke up bright and early at 9.45am! to meet dear andrea to go shopping at ikea and queenstown shopping centre..andrea had ton(is that the way u spell it?) the whole night doing rag at nus with her business people but she looked damn awake and fresh man!

first stop..queenstown or izzit queensway shopping centre! andrea bought a nike running shorts in her fave purple and black..me? i bought a light purple sprts bra..but someone said it's white lor! oops! cannot say lor to the someone...



that's it! haa..see! i purposely put with a white background to show that it's purple! haa...

and then to ikea! where we had meatballs for lunch! yummy! do u know you can buy the meatball sauce to D-I-Y at home?



stuff from ikea! i bought magazine boxes..a giant cushion and this bowl to put my accessories when i'm living in the hostel! oh yeah.. the thingy on the left is a message board that my mother bought at the robinsons sale..nice right? my mother has good taste too!


haa..see the bowl with the accesories? i'm so proud of the bowl! or rather..plate....

oh yeah! how could i forget?!



sher! see the earrings on the left..look like the paris hilton one not? haa..actually not really lar..but same colour! guess what? it cost a dollar!

the one on the left is a gift from andrea..she bought it from bali!

that's it for thurs...

i swore to myself that i wouldn't buy anything ydae but i did!



shoes! from ebase..the only thing i've ever bought from that shop..went in a thousand times but this is the only time i bought something!



sho nice!!! but i haven't bought heels yet...

anyway..ydae was terrible..this was how i felt.....





yeah..but after talking to puaysian..i could finally sleep..thnks lae! oops..cannot say lae..anyway..i still remember -- pua peah!




oh yeah..i'm supposed to throw this away today..took a pic like you said..


going out now! meeting my mum at funan the it mall then my tj classmates at 6.30pm at cityhall! i miss my classmates!! maybe that's how my og felt when they say they miss the camp..haa...



my class! in tj canteen..will be seeing them later!!

i woke up when it was bright and cheery......because it's now 10.45am! haa...i overslept man...i'm supposed to meet my friend for more shopping now..but i'm only doing the looking..no more shopping for me!

tonight i might be meeting puaysian to do his hair..haa..so exciting!

so pictures of my shopping finds will have to wait!

p.s. i made a horrible mistake last night! i told a lie....sigh......it's a him not a her....
yeah..so pissed off by it! it's simply infuriating! i can't change my pic on msn! if i try to..it hangs! the pics they provide me sucks big time man..first time i logged in..there was the chess thingy..geeky or what? the nxt time..it was a dog! i want my old ashlee pic!

on a happier note..i had two days of fruitful shopping! if i had to describe it..i'd say that my fruit basket is overflowing! okay..no link..bleah!

shopping is so damn damn fun! lalala..makes me happy...haa..i know i'm mad..but i'm slightly loopy from spending so much time figuring the comp out!

i'm going to show you peeps my shopping stuff tmrw! going to try to wake up early to do that..haa..see how lar..

whee!! back after so bloody long! haa..my comp is down man..it has been like that ever since i got back from camp..the repair person is finally bringing back on thurs..which is like....tmrw! yay! so i'll be blogging everyday from today again!

so here i am..typing away in the library..meeting sherlyn and irene to go shopping later! yay! my fave activity...

right now..i'm looking for a pair of nice and comfortable heels..yeah..can just hear all you gals saying synonymously, 'yar right!' haa..i know..it's so difficult to find heels that are comfortable AND nice..most of the time..they are so pretty but they kill your feet..or like scholls or hush puppies shoes..they are so so comfy but they are like bleah! U-G-L-Y! haa..will update when i find that marvellous pair of heels...

went to the esplanade ydae with three of my section mates..it's such fun hanging out with them..can see that everyone is really psyched about starting uni..not the studying though....

something really funny happened ydae..we were having dinner at nooch citylink when we discovered it was kinda late for the syf band ceremony..without thinking me and huiping just rose to leave the place until we discovered we haven't paid! haa..we were sitting beside each other somemore!

i saw meroy at the entrace of the concert hall..he was looking for a way to pass flowers to xuena..awww..so sweet! attn..everyone who goes to concerts at the esplanade..DO NOT buy flowers or gifts for your loved ones and friends..it is IMPOSSIBLE to pass it to them! found out that meroy will be playing percussion during st pats concert nxt month..woah! it's a must watch man!

haa..anyone wants to accompany me to go watch their concert? i can't find anyone! if no one wants to go watch with me..i have to drag my poor little sis to accompany me..just think of her man..she's just a sec 3 student..she has so much hw to finish on a sunday..(what's hw man? that sounds alien-ly unfamiliar! haa) ..spare her the agony and come watch the concert with me!

just checked my mail..it's flooded with messages from the vadar yahoo group..those people are mad man! my group was like meeting almost everyday last week..but andrea's og is worse! they are meeting everyday up to this week..don't they have other friends? whaha..

i MISS blogging big time man! so many things happened since i last blogged..i even had a job in between..suckiest job in my whole life! i had to call like half a thousand companies and ask them whether they received a brochure that my company sent out..had to talk to 500 ++ unhappy people..sian! in the past when i was working as a receptionist..i totally hated telemarketers who called..now i'm at the other side of the fence..bleah! it sucks man!

okay! will update more tmrw..i'm going to ikea with andrea tmrw!! lalala...haa..seeya!
yeah yeah..i'm back from camp le! it's been a long time since i had contact with the real world..and it's funny..there was the ioc in which london was chosen and then there was the london bombings..but because i had no idea what happened until i returned from camp..it didn't had such a great impact on me..

camp to me wasn't that fun..i know i know..it was supposed to be union camp man! wah! the most fun camp in the whole uni..but bleah..it wasn't that fun to me..hmmm..why? i'm not that sure also..but the person my group met in that camp definitely wasn't me..i was sleepy most of the time..i was quiet..at least i think i was..i didn't laugh as much as i would have in a single day compared to the FIVE long days at camp..maybe it was because i had no other friends that i knew really well in my group..then i had to always go chap into other people's groups..which i seriously don't like doing! but then..excuses excuses..can just hear you people saying that going to this union camp is all about making new friends and what nots..but it all starts with being really comfortable with your surroundings mar! right not?

won't be writing much bout the whole camp until i get all the photographs uploaded then i can fully describe the camp..so yeah..it's three more weeks before uni starts and the dreaded studying begins! argh!! jc was damn freaky to me lar..i don't think i've studied as much in my whole life compared to my two years in jc..damn! i even had time to go out everyday until 6 pm after school in sec 3! back then..me and serena would just walk round and round tm the whole afternoon..that explains why i'm damn sian of tm now..try walking round that place the whole year round and you'll get what i mean..

anyway..went back to my workplace to visit the people there..it was kinda weird..i had two lunch! because i went back when there was a meeting being held so i had lunch first with grace and ah kang..after that it was with the meeting people..haa..i scrambled to the alan's car because the people sitting in the other car were the boss! haa..lunch was good! but not very fun..because we couldn't really talk much with the bosses around..

my computer is down again man..so here i am..typing away in the library..but it'll be up and running on wed! fingers crossed! 'til then!
oKay..so the 1000th person did not tag..bleah! today was my last day of work..kinda sad to be leaving everyone. fortunately i found out that it was my last day only after 5 pm..i hate to do goodbyes!

so i'll be seeing them nxt monday! haa...

bought that pair of shades le..but starting to think that i won't wear it after all..we'll see..anyway..i'll be going to camp from tmrw onwards..updates would most probably take place on nxt tues the latest! promise! for the first ever time..i don't want to get sunburned after a camp..haa..seeya peeps!

999 posts now!! nxt person who comes in will be the 1000th person!! sho happy!

tadah!! welcome welcome 1000th person..please leave a tag on who you are!!

i love shopping!! it's so so so fun! i'm going to be a broke broke person next time when my mother no longer has control over me..whee!

to me shopping is a form of therapy..no matter how negative i'm feeling..it's always solved when shopping is involved. take for example..i always have these little tiffs with my mother and sis whenever we go out..over the PUNIEST stuff..for e.g i bathe too long and they're tired of waiting..or i bathe way in advance of going out with them but i fall asleep and they're tired of waiting for me to wake up..hmmm..i see some kinda connection..okay whatever..whenever these things happen and any of us spot an item to buy or a sale ahead..the problem poofs into thin air! and suddenly we are all good pals again..how amazing!

i saw this pair of shades today and it suits me so so much..wondering whether i should buy it..'cause i'm not sure i'll wear it. just as i was wondering whether i should buy it..my mother comes along and told me..'look at the handicap busker by the roadside..see how long they take to earn money and there you go any-old-how spending your money..tsk tsk!' anyway..i can't get my mind off that pair of kewl thingamagics!