The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud.

I AM BUSHED!!!!!

so blardy tired BUT i can't sleep!

there's something freaking wrong with me...i can't slp before 3am!

and i slept only less than 3 hours last night..or shall i say last early morning...

physio paper today was easier than last sem..thankfully!

BUT

still as tough..sat there thinking bout why males can be made infertile with androgen for a freaking long time...

leaving not enought time for the last part on fat digestion and absorption!

i swear i will just murder myself if i didn't finish that last question..i practically stayed up an extra hour just to cram all the digestion stuff once again into my head!

studying reproductive physiology was damn tickling sometimes...

oh..all the cheam cheam words just to suggest one underlined problem...

haa..i sat there chuckling while i was the studying the part on male infertility!

haa...on post-testicular infertility...one of the reasons was due to 'poor coital technique'...muahaha...

on testicular infertility..the first reason listed was 'trauma'.

i sat there thinking.

OMG! practically all the guys back in my jc could bloody well be infertile! what with all the pillaring on their birthdays!

but in the middle of the night at 3am..suddenly reality hit me when i was looking at this slide..


how could all of us..yes..like huge gigantic us!..be formed from one small cell smaller than all the foolstops you see on this page...


at the end of day 4..we will be a mass of cells! amazing!


okay..i know i'm going on like this crazy woman about the wonders of life and what not..

haa..but never in my life have i realised how amazing it really is...

'gosh! was i really that puny before?'

I OFFICIALLY NAMED TODAY CELEBRITY SPOTTING DAY!

after paper, me huilin and weiling made our way down to holland v to grab lunch..

and i saw jaymee ong in jackie o's trotting at such a fast pace! she walked like less than 10 cm away from huilin and i was like..

'just hold on! is jaymee ong like almost the same height as huilin?!!!'

which put jaymee ong to be around 165cm....

seriously. i thought she was taller than that! she's like a model afterall!


yeap..there you go..she's still a babe!

after that i headed down to orchard...where i was supposed to meet carmen!!! hrmp!!

but guess who i saw at warehouse!

mr soo kui jien!!!


who was waiting outside the fitting rooms so i suspected that....

sarah tan was inside!


and she was...they make such a cute couple!

and later on in the day...i saw cynthia koh! haa..


gosh...it's like 3am..no wonder i suddenly feel zapped of my energy..no mood to blog anymore either...

going to end off the mochi ice cream at ajisen!


nothing much actually..just wanna say me and puaysian discovered that it's bigger than the mini mochi but smaller than the original one. period.

TIRED! gonna slp! band tmrw!

guy going to m'sia tmrw with his band pals..rem my brokeback vcd!


one long long break from blogging!!!

I'M BACK!!!!! with a truckload of photos!!!!

but i'm getting pissed off with the uploading of photos that i don't think i'm gg to upload all of them! especially the nonsensical ones..haa! u get abit loco from studying too much!

the disgusting pasta and ikea sauce i whipped up earlier on..it tasted as bad it looks! urgh!


lotsa reading to be done!!! haa...found this picture in some thai Hello! magazine...


and that night..two people signed into msn one after the other both having cute cow display pictures....



bernice thumb pointing to a weird shape resembling a fish in her bio notebook...tsk tsk!! doodling during lessons huh...


went swimming one of the days too..think it was the sat after gd friday....

the place was opposite changi meridien hotel...are the coloured balcony boxes for the transsies to be on display? geez!


very kampong-y looking!!


yay...nice pool! it was threatening to rain though....


and look what i found in the midst of all the studying!!!


it was a uber disgusting white curly-whirly hair!!! i got bernice to snip it off right away!!! yeah..that's right! i didn't PLUCK it off..so i'm guarding myself against the pluck one grow two theory!


your best friend during the craze of it all!


CHOCOLATE! i didn't go near this until bernice dug it from the depth of our refrigerator...swiss choc bought way way way way way back....


and while i escaped into the real world once in a long long time....

i saw lotsa adorable stuff...a clown fish practically snuggling deep down into the anemone...


and my mum pointed this to me! a cute gal with a cute bag...


mummy went up to disturb the gal, asking:

'can you help me carry my stuff in your bag?'

and the gal turned around and went:

'NOOOOOOOOOOO'

haa...so hilarious!

and i had my first two papers on saturday!

yeap! two in a day...

oh! and it was two OPEN-BOOKED papers....

before you start cooing bout how lucky i am....LOOK AT THIS!


what i had to lug to school and back!

in the evening, i went to my aunt's place in sembawang as my aunties and their families were back from overseas! one from manila..one from australia!

there's my aunt with her two sons...she has FIVE sons...her eldest is a mighty 13 years of age and she still looks so slim and young!!!


haa..they had accents!!! they were so naughty BUT damn adorable and entertaining!


yeah...i know i'm cut off...so whaaaaaaaaat!!!!


see my two aussie cousins? one's handsome and one's so cute!!!

and bernice being a big kaypo..peeping at my dad's messages!


kay..that's bout it..not alot of stuff happening..been holing myself up and studying alot!

the lsm paper on sat was a killer!!!! argh! i was hoping that that would be my first A!! oh no oh no oh no....oh well! at least two down!

two more to go...so chin up! dreaded physio's next! lotsa memorising to do! so no blogging until next wed!!!

be back soon!

til then...enjoy my gigantuous forehead!


had a dream last night bout the woman we buy insuarance from..she's called dorathy..

in my dream, my mum, my sis and i were heading out when dorathy dropped by just as we were locking up...

well..she came to pass something to my mum...

Mummy: oh! you should have called before you came...

Dorathy: I did! but you were in the bathroom...i asked Agnes to pass the message to you..

Me: OH SHIT!

i had this dream when i was snoozing the alarm this morning...

During dinner just now...

Mummy: Last night Dorathy called, who didn't tell me when i was in the bathroom!

Me: OH SHIT!

no wonder i was feeling so guilty in my dream..cause it really happened! but it's damn weird..i forgot about it when i woke up until the dinner incident...

dreams are really freaky mans!

and you know what! i never fail to have vivid dreams all the time...i can even dream while falling asleep during lecture..no wonder i'm always tired! haa..i never do rest at all!
what a pathetic start to the first day of exam revision! damn!

procrastination is the all important key word....

0900 alarm started ringing to wake me up for day 1 of exam revision

0905 snoozed my alarm
0910 snoozed my alarm
0915 snoozed my alarm
0920 snoozed my alarm
0925 snoozed my alarm
0930 snoozed my alarm
0935 snoozed my alarm
0940 snoozed my alarm
0945 snoozed my alarm

0950 decided to wake up and brush teeth

1000 had breakfast (2 slices of cake & a cup of choc milk) & read the papers

1030 felt a little too full so decided to lie in bed and read my novel for awhile

1350 gosh! you mean i fell aslp?

1400 feeling a little hungry

1405 decide to cook pasta with ikea meatball sauce

1440 sat down in front of the tv with lunch and went through this week's desperate houswives & grey's....and starting to feel a tad guilty bout not studying...THIS WEEK's GREY'S WAS SIMPLY MARVELOUS!

1600 decide to take a bath so that i'll be in the mood for a little clear-headed revision

1620 got stuck on my novel again

1650 damn! i'm hungry again...sat down finishing the last bit of haagen daas MACADAMIA BRITTLE i dug out from the freezer and a copy of cleo...

HELP! still stuck on cleo now..

i'm supposed to finish endocrine and renal physio today! and lotsa tv shows tonight coming up!

gonna start after i finish cleo..I HOPE!

OMG! how time flies...it's been a year since i started this blog...

ONE WHOLE YEAR!

one whole year of thoughts and happenings....

mostly i see my space here evolving from one of many words to one of many..erm..photos! haa...i like it that this is just a place where i can dump memories (yeah..considering my failing memory) and look back at it from time to time...

i almost missed this date but it was really coincidental that i was shifting all my entries to Wordpress and decided to check out when was my first entry...

and surprise surprise! it's exactly a year from now...

well..a happy first year anniversary to you my darl bloggy!!!!

p.s. hey guy! bet i scared you abit with the title didn't i?
yeap...went to meet deb and vels today!

didn't wear my heels as i had so many blister and my toes were blatantly screaming at me not to chuck them into any form of footwear that rises more than one centimetre above ground level...

SO...i ended up feeling damn short..boy are they tall! argh!


we had lunch at yoshi..haven't been there for a long long time so i didn't know about the oh-so-cute yoshimoo!


went to shop around after that...

just check our puma's fitting room! damn nice!


there were prints behind the curtains as well..so it's like when you shut the curtain, you're instantly whisked off to another room!

nice pinky rose......


couldn't sleep last night...so i stared out at the window like for 5 whole mins in the middle of the night...

it was so quiet..........


VOX: voice of the people

went to see bernice sing yesterday.....

have to admit that i don't really like singing people sing..but yesterday was a rather amusing night..CAUSE bernice told us not to let her see us...BUT of all places..we sat like directly in front of her...hiding before the filmsy purple programme booklet didn't help much!

on the way to vch...my mum who loves taking photos of scenary snapped away..and of course i appeared in one of them!


see the roses i was holding? wth! 3 pink roses set us back $12...gee! flowers are really expensive in the city!!

we were early! and got to see the stage in darkness...


pink little buds....


the comperes...haa! the guy on the right had me in stitches the whole night!


oopsy! couldn't resist....


the guy circled is darius..hmmm..hot property among the choir girls? haa..knew him cause he liked my friend before...


ooooh..a quick check with bernice led to the fact that only one gal had the hots for him..
haa..i spotted bernice's friends among the faces too...

haa...bernice is singing some tangalok song here so she has to sit down on the floor in phillipino style...


went to find her during intervals...oooh...mummy looking really tired....








haa..a picture of the lights up above me at vch...was really bored so i snapped this...
weirdly..the person in front of me did the same thing not soon after...hmmm!


walking to the train station after it ended...


and on american idol last week..bernice alerted me to shakira's drummer..and i think he's my fave drummer so far..just damn cool...doesn't hurt that he's a good-looker too!


finished my projects!!! whee!! that got me really happy..exams coming soon though..in bout two weeks...sigh!

on the bright side..i'll be meeting my primary school mates, debbie and velda tmrw!

oh my! like after how many years have we not seen each other?

oh and they are both really tall so i'm definitely wearing heels tmrw!