The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud.

finally band life is going to end for a few months for me that is if i decide to join fiesta. MIXED feelings again..

was like totally distracted the whole of the time today at vch. it's not that my mind was somewhere else. my mind was just nowhere. so i was there stoning most of the time. the only time i felt real fear was just before i headed into the hall. didn't bring the gong as there weren't enough manpower. it struck me that i had to bow an unfamiliar gong and made sure i could create at least some sound out of it. i said a little prayer and thank god it was answered. it was tkgs who provided the instruments and the gong was indeed familiar to me. just how many times have i carried it up and down the stairs of tkgs?

the only other time i was present on planet earth was when i spied the chicken pie on the steps. went so close as to touching the box before derrick came along and yelled, 'move the instruments.' damn!

it's funny how sometimes you know you can't touch whimsical dreams yet your head keeps leading you back to them like how moths get attracted to flames knowing damn well they'll be burned.

there were so many times i went really near thin ice. thank god my prayer held strong and there was always something that stopped me.

all this is getting really jaded.

right! back to reality. found some really amusing peektures on my lappie. finders keepers loser weepers. i'm gonna post them ms b! haa..

two of the cutest guys in my life. no. make that three since two of them are twins. haa..not telling which one has a twin.

cutie #1


and cutie #2


i lol-ed damn hard when i saw this. yes at 2am with bernice sleeping beside me.


how bernice would look like if she had my ears. hahahahahaha..it's damn funny lar!

hey! we might actually then look just a little like sisters!

right. band pictures would be out tmrw i guess. no mood to put them up now. was supposed to meet sher and leanne to sign up for our basic theory test today like finally but sher made a booboo and thought it was tues. tues it is then! which means cycling with shijia on wed! and damn work on thurs and friday! what.shall.i.do.tmrw.what.shall.i.do.tmrw. i guess since it's 2.30am now. i will sleep until 2pm then watch some telly. which would just about settle my monday. nothing better than good telly to chase away monday blues.