lie in a huge field and stare at azure skies and fluffy clouds all day long
throw on my warmest coat and make snow angels on a sunny winter day
pig out with my friends
twirl under my daddy's arms
hop on a carousel horse with my guy
ride a Vespa for the fun of it
go crazy shopping with my sis
spend a day in a park with everything i love
find myself at an idyllic beach with a ton of my favourite novels
spend quality time with my mum
view the world with a trusty companion
cruise under starry skies in a convertible with a special someone
memories
Thursday, June 28, 2007
these few days have been rather awful. it's like having a problem you can't solve. nothing you do can make it better. i can't really pin it down to the hormones but the little bits of life that suddenly all catches up at one single moment has resulted in breakouts on my forehead. nasty red ones. time is a big factor too. jetting off to nepal in a week with loads of jobs in between and an unfinished preceptorship..don't even mention the damn report. i don't know if something called bliss ever last long. things all get so jaded after some time. but i'm hoping that someday i'd capture it forever. 'til then, memories will make do to hold me up......
woe to those that can't bask in memories
of preceptorship and birthday parties
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
hmm been sooo busy these few week with preceptorship but guess what it's actually quite fun these few days. stocktake is tmrw and weirdly i can't wait for it. have to remind myself to wear an all-black attire tomorrow as the store is really really dusty. if i were going to wear a white shirt i bet i'd walk home at 1am after stocktake with a grey shirt instead.
alright a little update..been to so many places and had so many met-ups since preceptorship started. but preceptorship's pretty draining hence the few posts.
there was the alumni concert then there was bernice's choir concert which i still don't have the pics because miss bernice has "so-happened" brought the camera to her overnight camp the day i decide to blog. boo..
met carmen on some sat for some wine-purchasing before heading to jiting's party at aloha, where i met the 1e4/2e4 classmates after not seeing them for eons. it was sort of a bittersweet feeling to see them once more. bitter cause the years seem to have pass and we sort of lost touch, sweet cause of all the memories. oh those days....
oh anyways i was only informed that the theme of the party was red/pink. when i got there i found out that the actual theme was strawberry shortcake. my gosh..there were so many items that were strawberry shortcake branded that it took my breath away. there was even a strawberry shortcake lantern mind you!
even her cake was a humongous 3D strawberry..one of the better cakes i had for this year of the 21st birthday parties. well..what else can you expect for a The Pattisier cake? there were even rumours going around that it cost a cool 300 bucks.
and i must have nerves made of steel in my lower sec days. i had crystal and shiying reminding me stuff like how i would turn my chair sideways so that i could talk to jiting who was sitting behind me. and how we would all always get punished by the teachers for talking too much, copying shiying's homework.... somehow i've forgotten what a terrible student i was, and i could only sit there listening horrendously to their tales..gosh!
it was great though taking a walk back to the bus stop from the aloha with carmen. we missed the last bus you see...
which reminds me that a number of my good friends will be leaving the country for a long time soon..boohoo..it's gonna get stuffy in singapore...
driving lessons!
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
i had my first driving lesson today!!!
haa..decided on learning auto but the instructor misinterpreted me and brought a manual car. so it's decided that i'm going to learn how to drive a manual car instead. omg the first lesson today was really daunting, there're so many things to do with both your feet your hand your eyes. seriously i felt as if i was only following what the instructor told me to do.
clutch accelerate signal turn to look at blink spot accelerate turn wheel clutch change gear
i seriously was just a robot in that hour. hopefully it was just the effect of the first lesson. but driving's really fun. i only stalled once whee. can't wait for lessons next week! gonna find out my schedule for nxt week's work then driving here i come!
my instructor told me that i was good for a first-timer and i might pass on my first try. went back excitedly to tell my family but they all said that he was just encouraging me. ): boo..thus bursting my little bubble of joy.
oh well..i guess this will make me push myself further!
anyways work is getting better now..got to know my preceptor abit better and starting to talk more with the staff and deliverymen. helps to pass time more quickly. chelsea from batch 2 is entering her preceptorship earlier. don't really know her well but i hope with her around maybe i won't be so bored. work has been really lax because the number of customers have dropped in the past month. but my preceptor says that the numbers are picking up. whee i don't mind..then maybe i can try counselling abit more. it's all in my head now i just don't have the chance to use it.