The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud.

finally had the afternoon off today!

am gonna miss school loads when it ends. no not the exams and tests. but more like the mundane stuff like sitting in lectures and laughing at friends who fall asleep.

we had an industrial pharmaceutical firm come in for a talk today. and after that we had catered food! wheee..so all 9 of us squeezed into half a bench and pigged out!! like massive huge gobble fest. the lasagne in tin cups were the bestest..when we were done, we had a stack of metal tin cups between all of us! mel brought her slr..i can't wait for the photos to be out!

i'm feeling sooo sleepy and i've only started the second set of dfd notes.

the weather is too hot to nap but it's making me sleepy all the same.

me thinks i'm gonna head to changi for a swim.




and one more thing all girl friends! please help to do a survey for my marketing project. if you're not female, you can help too! get all female ppl around you to do it!

yea nxt two weeks would be crazy. probably see lots of posts before tests coz i tend to escape to the safe online haven to get away from work.

and i didn't know the previous post sounded so emo. was just thinking how unfair it was that i always get the lousier end of stuff. and it's to remind myself that i do get lovely divine help all the time too.

and i can't help but feel that i'm getting to be a meaner person all these years. but i can't help it. coz someone has changed such soo much and holding back the first few months was alright. now i just can't help but snap anytime absurdity rears its ugly head. and i really hate it. coz we had such a good thing going on in the past. we shared stuff. we shopped tgt all the time. we had secret midnight feasts. we shared meals so that we could shop more. now i can't tell her anything coz she uses it against me. and more but wth. seriously tired.

okay and i want to write this down coz i want to rem daddy & me time. went for a run with my dad today! and there was like soo many frogs on the park pavement. i was so worried i'll squash one of them. went on some pseudo-gym swing stuff near the park. and we both looked funny leaving the place coz we were so giddy and walking funny from all the swinging.

and i had a dream last night again..my subconscious mind is struggling to tell me something i've been repressing but i've no idea what. off to bed then..have a long day tmr...


and one more thing all girl friends! please help to do a survey for my marketing project. if you're not female, you can help too! get all female ppl around you to do it!

I’m on my way home on the train and help me! I can’t stop laughing because there’s this Indian man who’s standing a row of seats away from me singing Indian songs at the top of his voice. And they’re fast-paced songs. Ahaha..and the most marvellous thing? He sounds damm good! Ahaha..why am I the only one trying so hard not to laugh though? Is it that normal?

it's 1am and i still haven't started on any work. esp for counseling tmr..my goodness. psychiatry somemore. i don't want to tiok any nasty ppl.

and i have nothing more to do online but i just can't shut off my comp.

this week is crazy. and so is nxt week. and so is the week after. and then it's exams.

i shouldn't have gone swimming. i think swimming makes me cranky.

the week ahead seems laden with tons of school stuff. please let it pass quickly.

and i promptly fell asleep on me bed tonight right after dinner. and had a really thought-stirring dream yet again. bumped into someone and rekindled. for one, i actually got caught by the police for playing cards. does it signal too many recent card-sessions already?

Having missed the run with the pharm ppl around nus on Wednesday and the run with sher and greg on Friday, I was feeling super sullen about it.

So having woken up at 3pm today and sitting around the laptop the entire afternoon, i was feeling really lethargic. When 6pm came and no work was yet to be done, I threw on my running stuff and headed out for a run.

Running after a downpour was awful fun. The so slight drizzle was cooling and it was good to plod whole-heartedly into puddles!

Had to dry the running shoes after though. And speaking of running shoes, I’ve to get a new pair..have been using my mum’s all these while. Am deciding between the bright yellow Supernova Glide and the eeky blue Kayanos. The bright yellow seems to be growing on me though!




wow! i just slpt from midnight til 11am this morning.

woke up at 8am to go swimming but as i peered out behind the curtains, it seemed that it was going to rain. apparently 8am looks like that everyday. coz when i woke up at 11am, it was so sunny! either that or i was just lying to myself to get more sleep.

and i just tried Ensure since my mum told me we had a sachet that was expiring and coz of all the Nutrition lectures we've been having in school. it taste......euyew! like how can one eat that everyday ONLY..and i had the strawberry flavoured one somemore. i'm not sure whether it's meant to be a full meal. but i was so unsatisfied after it, i had cheese bread, choc-covered choc-chip cookies and Layssssss..gosh...and i have a tummy ache now ):

had 18chefs with sher and sab ydae! and peranakan food with the pharm ppl the day before! happily stuffed now!


well not only last night..but for the last 3 days to be exact!

all different stuff..about the same group of people. i wonder exactly what they're trying to tell me. but people involved are gonna laugh when i tell them what happened.

and these dreams have made me go dig for old photos. bzzz...stop going back will you...

and of course photos of the present as well. it's amazing how much you can find when you really want to. owells! come on...one more chapter of NP to go..it's like what..3am already!

i'm really looking forward to breakfast at 6am though...

felt really guilty after having 3 pratas at supper yesterday. so instead of heading straight to the mall to get bitbit's food and dinner for the family, i went for a short run around the neighbourhood. but i came back to boxes and boxes of nyonya kueh! my mum went on a short trip to malacca with her company..and she came back laden with tons of food. she said she wanted to buy more but simply couldn't carry anymore stuff. haha.

and after months of painting my toenails red, i removed the polish today and found out that my nails are stained yellow )))): so i guess it's gonna be clear polish-less nails for the next month!











on the other hand i had super weird dreams the last two days. like wow..i hope never to find myself in those situations. shall post later. but for now i have to study and then bring my new costume out for a dip ((((:

whooppee made an effort to join my mum in dinner prep today. so now i can list oven-baked honey drumlets, pizza bread and sugar cheese bread to my cooking resume ((: i thought my sugar cheese bread rocked! but apparently it was too sweet according to my dad. went a little too easy with the sugar.

so one step closer to my future nice kitchen and yes that's brad pitt up there (:

and i was never a fan of james bond films, but i've got to say daniel craig is the hottest bond ever. yea they showed it on channel 5.

and pictures from the lovely dinner place koped from sj! it's this 'quirky little indie diner' at north bridge road just opposite the national library. you get to eat great food in a great place while doing a part for social causes.


yea with this painted on its glass shopfront. man i'm sold!


this is da bomb! seriously. i could eat the whole cake. nah..haha that would be suicide. but it's called Old-Southern Style Red Velvet Cake. and it's actually cherry cake in the middle with white choc covering. well to me, the covering tasted more cheesey than white choc. love both cheese and white choc so doesn't really matter to me!


group shot..til our nxt feeding time!


had a lovely time as usual with the gals..i wanna go back to the vegetarian place again soon!

and today was burnt spending time sleeping with the great rainey weather. fell aslp everywhere i went. in the car. at my grandma's. while studying my first set of PT notes.

also went to my paternal grandma's funeral. my uncle and aunty though only a couple of years older than me (my grandpa remarried you see) seemed to be holding up quite well. but i can't say for sure. and it's awkward when you see these relatives once a year. but i hope my grandpa's feeling alright. he was wearing these quirky gold and black thin framed aviator glasses and was trying to make conversation with my parents. but i had no idea whether his red swollen eyes were because of his cataracts or his afternoon nap or that he's been crying. but tonight when i go to sleep, my prayers will be for him.

the break's almost over. at the start of the week, i had like a whole page of to dos for me to tick off. only managed to complete all the pre-reg interview stuff along the week. stuff like hemming my pants and photocopying documents.

so today i spent the entire day trying to clear household chores and yay managed to complete the whole lot of them. ironing clothes was especially horrible. had a month's ironing to do. but the worst part of it all was that i couldn't find hangers to hang my ironed clothes in the wardrobe.

my wardrobe is exploding! well i share one with my sis..and along with all our mum's rescued clothes, my sis having buying power since she's now working and my addiction to online shopping, there is simply not enough space in the closet. and i have already taken out all the older clothes. flea market opening time!

and i'm glad pre-reg interviews are over..for the past few months i've decided on retail. but different inputs over the last few days have made me head to hospital instead. well i'm gonna take it as a chance to build my foundation. have been learning almost naught from uni. have to at least push myself further one more time.

spent the second half of the week with the class ppl and perc gals. andrea brought us to this marvelous place near bras basah. like wow, i want my kitchen to be like that. and i have this sudden rush of inspiration to learn how to cook. i think it's coz sher told me she cooked jap curry herself and of course for that wonderful kitchen that i'm going to have in the future!

alright..slp cycle very out of whack this week. it's 3.50am and i've only been awake for 12 hours. gonna try to slp after some friends with bitbit.