The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud.

so i shall head to bed now..and when i wake, it'll be friday!

omg this song is awesome.



not as awesome as the blisters on my feet from the ugliest crocs ever. lovely. i tell my colleagues hey look at my awesome shoes. haha at least someone was honest enough to raise a brow and asked awesome? today...everyone else went yeaa....



all so wrong but how in the world does she make it look so right.

and helloo i finally managed to sneak in a run today. it lasted 15 minutes and the pain started 1 minute into the run. but i so deserved every ounce of that pain because the last time i ran was stanchart. so make that close to two months of pig-ness. wanted to use the hospital's eliptical trainer to save my knees but it was occupied and so were the treadmills. and since i was changed and all, made a detour for the roads. pounding the streets once again was schweet! the huffing and puffing not so.

that stack of work? it's piling up yet again. and once again, i have the inclination to run away from it all.

am in store right now. just today i must have replaced at least three dozen e-kits. am so tired all i wanna do is sit and stare into space.

and yesterday turned out to be a mother of a monday when i found out i had to work the first day of cny. but a lovely colleague of mine offered to take my shift. and he's chinese. wow. i'm so touched ((: gonna bake him a jar of cookies!

there's only a very thin line between living to eat and plain gluttony.

and i've well and truly crossed the line. it's such a malady that it isn't even funny anymore. just wished i hadn't formed this habit. i've such a lofty story to tell but doing so would put me in dire consequences.

it's time to put my foot down on this repulsive practice. but like all other fixations, starting is oh so easy. quitting is a whole other matter. you tell yourself, right it's pretty simple. just end it, mind over matter. you manage to stay away for a day, feeling oh so proud of yourself. the next time you wake up, you're back at it...with a vengeance. so you learn how to enshroud the happenstances. you spend hours at it, all your energies devoted to it. all your moral obligations forgotten.

so these few evenings, i've been trying so hard to stay away from gravitation. hopefully inking it down will strengthen my resolve. have no inclination to disclose more so pray don't pry alright? (:

sigh why do the weekends fly? saturday was cookie-making day. sunday was shopping day. and it's monday all over again.

twenty ten is speeding past so quickly. january's almost done.

anyhows just a short post. here's the family spending our sunday evenings. matcha cone after dinner at manpuku. smelling jap food amongst the sakura (albeit fake ones) trees made us miss japan. oh japan you ol' charmer...



good morning world at 2pm (((: it's been soo long since i had a lie-in!

gonna use today to pack my stuff..my stuff's everywhere in the house. especially in the dining area. and my room. i can't even walk..finding a spot to walk without stepping on all my notes is on my list of acquired skills.

and life hasn't been all that peachy recently. what with the end of pre-reg around the corner. all the piled up work, fatigue and pent-up distress slash apprehension at further career prospects.

i need to get my butt down to actually completing some work. just can't find that impetus uggh...

and guess who's back from chicago!



but the day was a blast. loved acc clinic. could see myself doing all that in the future.

and i love my workplace. no backstabbing. no clambering over one another to get to the top. instead a united concerted effort to get everyone the best.

think i slpt a total of five hours over the last two days. my body's craving sleep soo much now. but i just needed to come online to transfer money before a backorder closes. and charge my ipod. it's totally out of juice and my adaptor's spoilt.

and poor bitbit's been missing out doses of her antibiotics. yea i know..i'm a lousy non-compliant pharmacist.

and i haven't ran since stanchart. am feeling so fricking flabby. calves are smaller but tummy...whole different story. soon i won't be able to see my toes.

and i've bagged myself the most awesome pair of shoes. now i just need the opening to wear it out!

and i'm rambling..sign of tirednessss..gdnight world.......

have a huge busy day today. first up, my case study presentation early in the morning, followed by anticoagulation clinic, and then ward reviews and finally the test in the evening. and i barely slept yesterday. two hours to be exact. it's 3am now. gonna be running on pure adrenaline and caffeine tomorrow. after that liberty and respite! for awhile....

yea i truly am. i'm not sure why, perhaps it's the friends telling me bout their all-interesting life while i'm stuck in a hospital. titus was at zouk til 4am last night and he survived work today without an mc. how's tt even possib?! greg was a pub with exotic people and 2bucks shots. breah me? i was reading about warfarin. awesome.

or perhaps it's just the amount of questions i have to find answers for and get back to the phamacists. but greg just showed me this card with furry animals on it. basically it's some motivational thing that says you shld not get too comfortable in any place so that you learn more. so i shall attempt all qns before heading to bed tonight!! it's 3am though bzzzzzz...

haha here's him shouting hola from the usa. haha don't kill me.


owells at least it's friday already.

now that i've completely rid the residuals, news of the rift suddenly surfaces. someone's up there playing me. ughh...

and i brought bitbit in to the vet today because she hasn't been eating. turns out her left molar is growing into her cheek. vet had to put her under general anaesthesia to get some filing done. came home to a very drowsy bitbit the poor thing. haha laughed at her wobbling around. but she spent the whole night on my bed, curling up beside my feet. ((: love the bit!

and h&m has the most awesome collection up..i need this dress now! why are h&m stores everywhere but in sg grumbs....



so the new year came and went. it's the 11th day of the twenty-ten and here's my first offering on the lovely global village we call the www. pardon me if i sound a little high, it's 5am and i'm still awake because i practically snoozed my whole sunday away.

welcomed the new year at a lovely place in punggol. by the beach. with the jc guys. we played with sparklers and saw fireworks at 6 different locales in m'sia and sg all at the same time. (((:

have like tons of backdated posts with all these phrases bout the lil events that happen floating around in my head. but somehow, when things get overwhelming, i tend to stray away from them. applies to everything else. very bad habit.

and soo many things have happened. not to me but people around me. in these short ten days. it's rather overwhelming. shall just stay in my own little cacoon-ed world.

and i'm depressed. because after talking to cherie, i think i have to have those braces afterall. the problem's no longer aesthetic anymore. these few months, my jaws have became noticeably bigger, and they ache after i eat, and i feel them clicking whilst i chew. cherie said it could be 'some medical term i can't rem as usual'. and there's no point delaying treatment anymore. so yea prob braces this year. and because i'm damm bimbs, i did a paint job to see how i look like with them metal stuff. eeeeks.


and although resolutions don't really get fulfilled by me. but at least it's a reflection of goals i should work towards. so i shall proclaim january to be resolution creation month!

twenty-ten's gonna be a good one!