The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud.

you know you can count on car for spontaneous night outings ((:

car quiet? i don't think so! the macdee cheese burger was yums hurhur! time to zzzzz!!

ack! time! late! haha post later tonight....

i don't believe it, it's monday yet again. last two days without my incharge was horrible, at this rate, i'll age faster than ever. as if i don't have enough white hairs, the official count since work started has been 5 strands! haha...

this week i'm gg 5 days solo, oh please everyone in the east, have good healthy tummies so that you can eat normally....

i've been neglecting bitbit and i feel horrible...she's just the cutest witty bitty and i just melt everytime she looks at me with THOSE EYES when i lock her in her cage.

but she has been pooping and peeing on my bed too many times this week! i've changed my sheets three times in total...yes in a week! naughty bitbit!!

but when i smack her rump, all she does is lick my leg )): mehhh how to be angry!

i think i look like this at the end of each day! after all the running between wards, settling a million and one things, and having stuff added to my mental to-do list every couple of minutes.

made two dispensing errors so far, thankfully they're minor ones. but still, it's coz i've been lucky. RARRRS WAKE UP AGGIE! and it's not because i've not enough rest. i've been sleeping at 9pm everyday )): sighsss...tt's like a whole different hemisphere from my sleeping time of 5am last year.

haha but still there's just this thing that makes me laugh out loud the moment i think of it, whether during dispensing, at lunch, walking along the corridors. haha better watch it man.

so so bad. was just reminding myself to breathe at work the entire day. double the workload over the weekend. i missed half my lunchtime and made a few mistakes too many. thank god for the few laughs i had at lunchtime with niron and the few seconds catch up with the usual outpatient people. and the usual crappy patients who end up making the nicest comments ((:

well all the stress at work couldn't beat the shit at home. wow seriously i now know how someone feels like to be framed. couldn't even explain because of how great a story-spinner one is. owells. tahan!

headed down to everything with fries with car after kb lessons this week. and of course we had the nutella tart for afters. i think my tummy has declared it to be the last one in a long time. ugh when i think of nutella, i feel squeamish! our fitness fridays have more or less became fatty fridays...3 more lessons to the end of the class )):

and i just had my first solo saturday at work whooo everything went fine i think. won't know til monday anyways. had supper with 19 yesterday as well. AND ALEX AND TEETOOSS COMES HERE. roars!!! just as i was so sure they'd never know of this place. well helloo (((:

that's what i feel sometimes, too protected, too sheltered. ugh it's horrible to be fighting against the wall but yet knowing it's all done in good faith. well i might be wrong, but sometimes that's how people learn isn't it? from mistakes?

i know money wouldn't solve anything but if it'd show that i have enough notches on my battle belt, then maybe yea i'll scrimp and get all that money. so no road bike, less shopping, less good food the next year. friends help yea!!!

and i'm pretty much upset by work. what was the golden week with weiqi, leedee and simon as lunch buds and niron in the DI corner as friend to go chat with while slacking (read taking a breather laa) is now long goneee. all my favourite ppl at work...but weiqi's working part time so i hardly see her these days. and two of the others just dropped a bomb today that they're leaving soon. grahh i'm depressed. why do good things never seem to last

but there's something at work that makes me smile to myself. it's been some time since i felt all so warm and fuzzy inside! my driftwood through the rough waters ((((:

was dimsum at this super old school hong kong restaurant at chin swee road on the roof of a multi-storey carpark. me loves!! the old school part that is...it's the kind where you catch hold of waitresses pushing their trollies loaded to the brim with different kind of dimsum and let them unload the dishes onto your table.


hellooo lovely fried crispy goodness....


us with our favourite dimsum dishes. bernice and her egg tarts. me and my feng jiao..no judging please! they may look ugly and not everyone may like them but to me, they are awesome!!


ahahaha we had 'PICKLY' for appetizers!


and as if we didn't had enough of dimsum, we made a stop at tong heng to get more egg tarts.

went to my grandma's afterwards. them old folks staring out into the bright lazy sunday sun while bee and i watched redcliff 1 and 2...ugh ugh ugh we couldn't finish the second one...and it was at the exciting part when papa came to fetch us home!


was family time yet again at tamp1. my mum's just in love with the fried prawn mee and chendol there. and of course the matcha ice cream at manpuku. and i scored a few dresses from topshop wheeepees! okay NO MORE SHOPPING til taiwan!



last saturday, my family got together for hi-tea...buffet-styled.

went back to panpac's global kitchen yet again. this time the spread was smaller..but we still got stuffed. their selection of tea was awesome though! okay pictures...you won't guess what we did this sunday........grrrrr!


peekaboo so cute!



saturday morning was crazy because i woke up at 8.38am. when work started at 8.30am. yes i must be insane. time at work just....kinda passed.

weiqi invited us to her church's easter production, so i went along with leedee! i'm gonna be awful sad when he leaves. work's fun with him around! i'm gonna miss weiqi too...she just got posted to a different pharmacy and she's only working half-days so no lunch tgt!!!

met the 19 guys the previous night. we were supposed to catch a movie but tickets were sold out so we made our own movie screening at titus' place. watched this show called The Man Who Stared at Goats. euyewwwww....the guys loved it, i on the other hand fell asleep. was pretty annoyed when titus announced my falling asleep even though he was at the other end of the room from me! rarr! we played wii for awhile then headed out to supper......oooh so that's why i couldn't wake up the following morning for work.


and the sparkley eyes when greeting enemies concept in the show and the sun salute just tickled me so, so here's the sun salute...nonsensical showwww....

Mother Earth…
my life support system…
as a soldier…
I must drink your blue water…
live inside your red clay and eat your green skin.

I pray…
my boots will always kiss your face and my footsteps match your heartbeat.

Carry my body through space and time…
you are my connection to the Universe…
and all that comes after.

I am yours and you are mine.
I salute you.

and i have videos of alex taking shirt measurements for tickly titus..it's hilarious! woah better not say too much. i'm tickly myself!

was a super last minute thing. received a msg from joy in the midst of work that night cycling on good friday was cancelled. was bushed coz i was looking forward to it. well happened to ask car and she agreed on the spot. was quite surprised, it's not everyday you planned night cycling 3 hours before it happened.

car picked me up in her pickup with her bikes in the back. we almost changed plans to night hiking along the southern ridges when we somehow managed to deflate car's bike's tyres instead of inflating them. but the kindly malay uncle at the petrol station helped us with it! ohhh there's just kind souls everywhere. (((:


we managed to make a few interesting pitstops and then my camera batt had to die ugh! so we resorted to my phone's cam. the blackberry's cam is just not good at all.


had dimsum at swee choon where car gave the xlbs the thumbs up! whoo ((: it was really good. wanted to head to barrage, but we kinda not know the way, and we could see lighting every couple of minutes, so we headed back. more food than cycling again!

but it was just as well, car and i took turns yawning the entire drive back. esp car, she had to wake up at 6am for school earlier that day. drove back to unload her bikes at her place, then she drove me home, i'm not sure how she managed to drive home without falling asleep. but i was pretty worried, coz we were seriously tired! i was resorting to singing along to the radio to keep both of us awake. and car was just grunting in recognition every few minutes.

love car for being my impromptu crazy activity bud! i'm sorry i made you turn onto the wrong expressway!!!!

not sure how much of a surprise it was, since ..... number 1: we held it at simpang, number 2, nothing was confirmed until the very last minute, number 3: she heard my laughter before she saw us (meh!). but i would say it was a huge success...since there were soo many of us there AND we had such fun!


haha look at alex and titus' faces! can't help but laugh everytime i look at this picture. nic made the flower balloon..so pretty right?


sparklersssss!


sab and mike. i thought mike's tee was so funky.....


suppertime! our favourite shop at simpang, Mahamoodiya (see we even know the name for it), closed down so we got forced to migrate across the road for nom.