that's what i feel sometimes, too protected, too sheltered. ugh it's horrible to be fighting against the wall but yet knowing it's all done in good faith. well i might be wrong, but sometimes that's how people learn isn't it? from mistakes?
i know money wouldn't solve anything but if it'd show that i have enough notches on my battle belt, then maybe yea i'll scrimp and get all that money. so no road bike, less shopping, less good food the next year. friends help yea!!!
and i'm pretty much upset by work. what was the golden week with weiqi, leedee and simon as lunch buds and niron in the DI corner as friend to go chat with while slacking (read taking a breather laa) is now long goneee. all my favourite ppl at work...but weiqi's working part time so i hardly see her these days. and two of the others just dropped a bomb today that they're leaving soon. grahh i'm depressed. why do good things never seem to last
but there's something at work that makes me smile to myself. it's been some time since i felt all so warm and fuzzy inside! my driftwood through the rough waters ((((:
